2tripple0
02-06-2018, 06:08 PM
Right I spent some time away from writing
People look back and they need to reflect on what life is
I hate to be one of them preachy rappers talking gangsta shit
But my life wasn't planned out I aint even know what I gots to equip
I worked hard I put my shit into what I been retaining
But its hard right when you got no one left to blame kid
I was out on the street yeah you can call me a loser er whatever
I wasn't clever I didn't know I needed respect but couldn't explain the texture
My life my world is complex and just like my destiny im ending it in a lie
never knew I would meet the other side since I never even wanted to try
I didn't care about shit I aint really have much to say
I was too concerned with not being a fake or a straight up lame
Im not going be the one to bring you down though
Ill always lift you up high even when you put me through all this shit yo
I gotta explain shit I gotta know more there has to be a reason
My boys left me here all alone my girl my fam left me with no meaning
I aint sad I aint care im hard death is just another part of life
I gotta end this though cause I cant continue when I just feel like I want to die
but im not dead im still here
I cant say the same for roger his life got taken just last year
fuck it how can I go on when that was my homie
and he was the only one I knew who really trust me
how you deal with shit like that
and not turn to drugs or crime like you aint got shit to stack
fuck that I aint know what the fuck the point is
just gotta believe that im real and im going stick to my image
going continue living this gangsters life
I aint need no ones advice I just trust in my fam until the day I die
until the day I die
I wont stop living the way that most people despise
I am what I am no one can take that from me
even though there is no meaning I mean fuck I cant even make me no money
fuck this shit for real
yall know whats up though since you should already know the deal...
People look back and they need to reflect on what life is
I hate to be one of them preachy rappers talking gangsta shit
But my life wasn't planned out I aint even know what I gots to equip
I worked hard I put my shit into what I been retaining
But its hard right when you got no one left to blame kid
I was out on the street yeah you can call me a loser er whatever
I wasn't clever I didn't know I needed respect but couldn't explain the texture
My life my world is complex and just like my destiny im ending it in a lie
never knew I would meet the other side since I never even wanted to try
I didn't care about shit I aint really have much to say
I was too concerned with not being a fake or a straight up lame
Im not going be the one to bring you down though
Ill always lift you up high even when you put me through all this shit yo
I gotta explain shit I gotta know more there has to be a reason
My boys left me here all alone my girl my fam left me with no meaning
I aint sad I aint care im hard death is just another part of life
I gotta end this though cause I cant continue when I just feel like I want to die
but im not dead im still here
I cant say the same for roger his life got taken just last year
fuck it how can I go on when that was my homie
and he was the only one I knew who really trust me
how you deal with shit like that
and not turn to drugs or crime like you aint got shit to stack
fuck that I aint know what the fuck the point is
just gotta believe that im real and im going stick to my image
going continue living this gangsters life
I aint need no ones advice I just trust in my fam until the day I die
until the day I die
I wont stop living the way that most people despise
I am what I am no one can take that from me
even though there is no meaning I mean fuck I cant even make me no money
fuck this shit for real
yall know whats up though since you should already know the deal...