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Lenox
10-15-2018, 11:02 PM
Emotional depth lacking,
a basket case sadly, sadness & blackness - the definition of imagining.
socially drenched disaster.
momma, i think my pack was laced.
Senses filled with senseless banter..
I’m sober but it doesn’t matter,
Somethings wrong I think.
Sanity dancing on the brink,
schizophrenic chatter & developing cancer was all I could think.
This ‘disease’ will belong as long as I think.
Gonna need more than water & a sink.
Brain chemistry fried,
maybe I was never alive.
But what’s ‘alive’ when yours eyes are desensitized.
outside world resembles a virtual reality,
Inside world I battle with self like acid casualties.
On the battlefield. Anxiety shackles me.
Battered, bashing me bashfully.
Disaster-piece.
..sadness..
..sleep..

DMS
10-16-2018, 10:06 PM
This was half decent

Lenox
10-25-2018, 07:28 PM
Bump

Exis
10-25-2018, 11:54 PM
Emotional depth lacking,
a basket case sadly, sadness & blackness - the definition of imagining.
socially drenched disaster.
momma, i think my pack was laced.
Senses filled with senseless banter..

Chea...could of also gone with 'package' instead of 'pack' but whatever, you opened dope.

Dug the anxiety shit as well, have a friend goin' thru major stuff regardin' that atm, apparently I trigger things off for her but she never say what actually I'm doin' wrong lol...

Good read bro, stay upwards.

Lenox
10-26-2018, 08:38 PM
Much love bro thank you

veritas
10-27-2018, 09:26 AM
This was depressing to read. I hope you felt better after writing it, sir.

Lenox
10-27-2018, 05:58 PM
This was depressing to read. I hope you felt better after writing it, sir.


Sorry for not getting back to you veritas . I appreciate the quick responses. I will get back to u soon

Exis
10-29-2018, 12:01 AM
Yo V throw up another joint, I'm in the mood to read your knowledge & feed...make it sudden though, this nigga only around like sorta never lol.

veritas
10-29-2018, 05:56 PM
Yo V throw up another joint, I'm in the mood to read your knowledge & feed...make it sudden though, this nigga only around like sorta never lol.

Very well.

veritas
10-29-2018, 06:17 PM
Dropped

Exis
10-29-2018, 10:57 PM
Fed...

Now uppity for Mr. Lenox!

Lenox
11-12-2018, 04:20 PM
Bumping