Do yall ever be feeling suicidal

[John Dillinger]

Real spit

[Kill Spree]

No

[John Dillinger]

No

Word

Must be nice

[Kill Spree]

I’m more of if it doesn’t work for me/makes me unhappy take the leap of faith and move on if you need to. Don’t put up with any shit.

[Aero]

Real spit

Nah but I get depressed at points. You must live in a cold weather area. Take a beach vacation and pull it together it’s going to get better.

[warthog.]

I wasn't until somebody told me I looked like bags.

[Victor.]

We all get depressed . So much to live for and experience. Death May not be the release you would think

[uh-oh]

been there for sure

my way out was by doing what i wanted instead of what i thought was expected of me. also just getting a physically demanding job and buying into it in the sense while everyone is bitching im telling myself i enjoy it, basically brainwashing myself. mannn i feel like ive been here for 8 hours but its only 11. nah. its ALREADY 11. that type of shit. but in doing that i'd get exhausted and get home and be chill

im not sure it would work for everyone though, since im pretty anti social i can be rundown after work, since i make no plans other than relaxing and consuming entertainment

but word just physically exert the shit out of yourself, and make choices for yourself. be selfish. you can help others too, that makes you feel better, but only help them to selfishly feel better lol. basically don't put others before you. its your life doggie

do you

[Aero]

been there for sure

my way out was by doing what i wanted instead of what i thought was expected of me. also just getting a physically demanding job and buying into it in the sense while everyone is bitching im telling myself i enjoy it, basically brainwashing myself. mannn i feel like ive been here for 8 hours but its only 11. nah. its ALREADY 11. that type of shit. but in doing that i'd get exhausted and get home and be chill

im not sure it would work for everyone though, since im pretty anti social i can be rundown after work, since i make no plans other than relaxing and consuming entertainment

but word just physically exert the shit out of yourself, and make choices for yourself. be selfish. you can help others too, that makes you feel better, but only help them to selfishly feel better lol. basically don't put others before you. its your life doggie

do you


Good stuff here.

[veritas]

been there for sure

my way out was by doing what i wanted instead of what i thought was expected of me. also just getting a physically demanding job and buying into it in the sense while everyone is bitching im telling myself i enjoy it, basically brainwashing myself. mannn i feel like ive been here for 8 hours but its only 11. nah. its ALREADY 11. that type of shit. but in doing that i'd get exhausted and get home and be chill

im not sure it would work for everyone though, since im pretty anti social i can be rundown after work, since i make no plans other than relaxing and consuming entertainment

but word just physically exert the shit out of yourself, and make choices for yourself. be selfish. you can help others too, that makes you feel better, but only help them to selfishly feel better lol. basically don't put others before you. its your life doggie

do you

There is truth here sir.

[Destroyer]

I don’t believe in an afterlife
So, no.
Simply because in my belief system, it’s the dumbest shit one could do
To be wins.

[Ghost1]

Suicide? Literally never. U Kno u die right?

[uh-oh]

I don’t believe in an afterlife
So, no.
Simply because in my belief system, it’s the dumbest shit one could do
To be wins.

i don't believe in an afterlife either. when i debated it, it was more to just sleep that eternal sleep. punching out. if i didn't have people who would be devastated by it i wouldve probably did it.

i also believe that not believing in an afterlife makes it easier, if anything. unless its some hindu shit. where you off yourself in the hopes you come back as a dope ass giraffe or some shit/get another spin at a make believe wheel.

[Ghost1]

Was gonna say uh.....no good news from team after life for young suicida either lol

[Blue Bayou]

PM me if u need to talk

[~RustyGunZ~]

Was gonna say uh.....no good news from team after life for young suicida either lol

Lmao word

[Destroyer]

It only seems like it would be easier because then you don’t have the fear of retribution of some higher power being upset at you taking your own life. looking at it as literally existing vs not existing, I have to choose existence, every time

[Destroyer]

I mean, hop on a ship somewhere - move to the country or fucking Spain or some shit
Change your life
The world is much bigger than the environment you find yourself miserable in

[John Dillinger]

PM me if u need to talk

Preciate you dawg

[Aero]

Pm bayou if you’re feeling blue you’ve won the tags.

[Destroyer]

I mean, on the real jd, your bars haven’t fallen off THAT much...

[Sharp]

i also believe that not believing in an afterlife makes it easier, if anything. unless its some hindu shit. where you off yourself in the hopes you come back as a dope ass giraffe or some shit/get another spin at a make believe wheel.
That's what I'm saying. Sure, you'd leave behind some devistated people, but you'd have no way of registering it. Plus, with no set purpose, we're kind of up to make our own little meaning in life, which means that you don't see a point, you're more or less delaying the inevitable for no reason.

[John Dillinger]

I mean, on the real jd, your bars haven’t fallen off THAT much...

Bruh drop some shit for our match we never really even battled besides my first week back - in the 1-2

[Destroyer]

Ok I got you. Give me like 10 min

[John Dillinger]

& preciate u looking out @ Destro

[Geno]

Once upon a time. I more less felt like idc if i die.. Not that i wanted to kill myself. Not going to elaborate cause that shit feels like another life now. But hope shit gets better man.

[Lenox]

If I made this post....

[Amen]

Lmao Big Bolo got JD contemplating suicide

I can't... Logging off.

[John Dillinger]

Lmao Big Bolo got JD contemplating suicide

I can't... Logging off.

Yea, that’s it...

[DMS]

No

Same

[DMS]

i also believe that not believing in an afterlife makes it easier, if anything. unless its some hindu shit. where you off yourself in the hopes you come back as a dope ass giraffe or some shit/get another spin at a make believe wheel.

I thought in Hinduism the way you live your life and the manner you die effect how you’ll be reincarnated, so offing Yourself might make it worse and y’all wake up a street peasant with aids.

[veritas]

JD: Text me: 601 917 3913 If you want to chat. I am at work today but I could check phone periodically.

[~RustyGunZ~]

I thought in Hinduism the way you live your life and the manner you die effect how you’ll be reincarnated, so offing Yourself might make it worse and y’all wake up a street peasant with aids.

No.

It is a sin akin to murder and you are trapped as a spirit on earth for the duration of time that your life would have lasted if you didn’t kill yourself.

You’re thinking Buddhism

[DMS]

No.

It is a sin akin to murder and you are trapped as a spirit on earth for the duration of time that your life would have lasted if you didn’t kill yourself.

You’re thinking Buddhism

My mistake

[DMS]

If I made this post....

Who is Lenox? Like the dude you get your name from

[Ryno]

Real spit

Nah, look like it hurts.

[Joe Metts]

No. Life is beautiful. Wtf is wrong with people.

[John Dillinger]

Mental illness can be a bitch sometimes

[Destroyer]

Might I suggest...marijuana?

[Joe Metts]

Mental illness can be a bitch sometimes

Are you diagnosed with something?

Don’t let this ‘life is tough so I must be ill’ culture control you. That is weak man. You are stronger than that. Hopefully.

[Destroyer]

Mental disease is also very real and a lot of people truly struggle with it, dick

[John Dillinger]

Are you diagnosed with something?

Don’t let this ‘life is tough so I must be ill’ culture control you. That is weak man. You are stronger than that. Hopefully.

Yea I am

& I don’t know what culture you’re talking about

[Joe Metts]

Mental disease is also very real and a lot of people truly struggle with it, dick


Yea when you are diagnosed.

Not as an excuse you give yourself when you are too weak to deal with life. Which is supposed to be hard and deliver moments where you need to dig deep and persevere.

Fag.

[Joe Metts]

Yea I am

& I don’t know what culture you’re talking about


Ok what is your diagnosis and what are you prescribed. If you’re comfortable talking about it?

[John Dillinger]

Yea I don’t really want to go in all that but yes I’m prescribed stuff

Sometimes they work sometimes not

I just don’t want shit to get to a point to where I cant talk myself out of situations when I get low and want to end shit

I ain’t tryna leave my mom or my girl. I couldn’t

But I’m not even 25 yet dawg and I’m dealing with this shit now. I just don’t want it to take over and me end up doing something stupid

That’s why I posted this to see if anyone else here deals with it, some do and some don’t and I appreciate everyone for their input

[uh-oh]

Are you diagnosed with something?

Don’t let this ‘life is tough so I must be ill’ culture control you. That is weak man. You are stronger than that. Hopefully.

agreed

when i was going through it they hit me with depression and social anxiety and tried giving me pills

but its a make believe placebo treatment for a make believe side effect in the first place. i was depressed for a reason. i was a loser. i don't know dillinger. you might not be a loser, but you know why you feel like shit. so just don't do what makes you feel like shit.

my problem was being a drunken stoner who would fistfight people and not work, while bumming off of fat bitches. so i changed that.

but word i was like 23-24 in my darkest but i was probably "clinically" depressed from 16-17 until then. when i dropped out of high school the transition and shit

once i manned up, and got a stable job and had to take care of others, and not be the one depending on others, i was good.

but yea they gave me lexapro and some other shit i forget, but none of it did anything. the only thing that changed anything was when i changed my own thinking, cut out friends, cut out the toxic shit and lived the square life, staying too busy to think about all the woe is me shit

but good luck doggie

[Destroyer]

Oh noes joe Mets called me a fag
However will I continue???

[Destroyer]

Look, if you have the opinion that people with clinical depression just need to “man up,” you are 1. Ignorant of what you speak and 2. An asshole

[uh-oh]

Look, if you have the opinion that people with clinical depression just need to “man up,” you are 1. Ignorant of what you speak and 2. An asshole

bruh, i was diagnosed with it. im sorry if the phrase "man up" triggered your sensibilities.

i can only speak on what helped me, and that was manning up

but again like i said, i don't know dillingers situation, i was a loser that needed to man up. i was depressed because i was living the life of a piece of shit. maybe the meds didn't help me for a myriad of reasons, i think my tolerance for all pills is ridiculous, as i touched on in other threads i gotta take like 3 times the amount as others to feel them, but granted thats in a getting high sense. whether its painkillers xanax etc. maybe they never had my dosage high enough. or maybe they didn't prescribe the right thing, or maybe they did, but it wasn't working because i was a loser who wasn't changing my situation so they weren't helping.

or maybe they are a placebo because there is literally no science to back up any of it.

[Destroyer]

I am not clinically depressed so I don’t speak on it
I believe some people truly are though and it’s out of their control
Read some of the descriptions of how these people feel and it sounds like a waking nightmare
I prefer to not judge that which I don’t really know

[Destroyer]

I do, however, know when someone makes a thread like this, the helpful answer is not “man up, pussy,” regardless of how much truth may be behind it

[Joe Metts]

I do, however, know when someone makes a thread like this, the helpful answer is not “man up, pussy,” regardless of how much truth may be behind it

I work with these people everyday and the answer definitely isn’t to pussy foot around the issues and treat them with baby gloves. That is what they are looking for in a majority of the cases.

[Celph Taut]

Glad this thread was created.



Yeah, I've been dealing with suicidal thoughts/depression over the past couple of months, but I definitely know where it's coming from.



Shit's crazy, because I've had times when I was young where I was nowhere near as successful and consistent in my goals as I am now, but I've probably been dealing with depression/anxiety/stress for the longest while.


Days seem unbearable and you're just numb to emotions and feelings, and there's been days where I'd just sleep and not even want to shower. I've also been experiencing a wide variety of symptoms where a new one almost seems to sprout every week (been in/out of walk in clinics, doctor offices, hospitals, etc ). But, I'm in a better place now (for the meantime) It definitely helps to talk about it, and get in touch with people genuinely interested in helping you out.

[Twodrop]

na...

pussy and exercise... problem solved. Ugly mafuckas

[WRATH]

^ this

Stop taking benzos. You don't need it.