ZALPH

[veritas]

What is the source of your anger towards me? I thought we were cool?

[Lenox]

Bipolar Faggot


only need two words to answer your question

[For Battling]

What is the endgame

[Lenox]

Zelph the type of nigga to poke you with his elbow & say “ha! You touched my weenis!”

[veritas]

What is the endgame

you providing me with an understanding as to why you act the way you do towards me so that I can stop doing it would be nice.

[dull boy]

you providing me with an understanding as to why you act the way you do towards me so that I can stop doing it would be nice.

You ever given a man fellatio?

[veritas]

You ever given a man fellatio?

Yes. When I was a kid I was drugged and molested by an older kid.

[dull boy]

Yes. When I was a kid I was drugged and molested by an older kid.

How would you say this has impacted your view of sexuality?

[Destroyer]

Yes. When I was a kid I was drugged and molested by an older kid.

I’m gonna have to add this to our records, sir

[veritas]

How would you say this has impacted your view of sexuality?

My own or in general or both?

[veritas]

I’m gonna have to add this to our records, sir

It was already on there right? I thought I have talked about this before like years ago?

At any rate, I was passed out on the bed totallynout of it. I come to because the dude stick his penis in my mouth. It took me a few moments to really grasp the situation and I pulled away and stopped him. Probably the second worst part besides it happening was that my other buddies were watching and no one tried to stop him. The third worst part was that we all lived on the same street and had to see each other. After that night the group split into two factions wcw/nwo style.

Years later when I was 18 we tried to come back together because of drugs (irony) and the dude asked if I wanted to watch him bang his girlfriend. I was like naw. Then another time we were all smoking and he called me a faggot and I immediately pushed him down and said naw man you are the faggot and it got super quiet. Like I was ready to destroy him. That was the last time I ever spoke to him .

Since then I have forgiven him in my heart and life goes on.

Pretty sure I already talked about this, but if not, here ya go, Jude.

[dull boy]

My own or in general or both?

Both.

[Destroyer]

That sucks that happened to you bro

[veritas]

Both.

Ok that’s fair.

Individually: In the beginning it messed me up. I was filled with rage towards dude and self attacking thoughts i.e. am i gay because this happened? do my friends think I am lame? Etc. after a few months the emotional component declined and settled below the surface. As the years went on I realized things. Such as: I did not ask for that to happen or want it to. I also did not enjoy it. I also started liking girls. As an adult, I have been happily married for a decade and have never given serious consideration to having sex with a man. I have also found the working through and accepting that it happened of tremendous benefit to my shadow self integration.

As for in general, I try to not put my own personal history with the act as a blanket over all gay people, I also try to understand that those desires are in some people. I debate whether people are born that way and I say that it is not for me, I try to understand their perspective but it ain’t for me. In terms of Christianity, I tell them that it is between them and God. I won’t preach to you as long as you don’t tell me that God is ok with it. But to balance it, I am much more concerned with the failure of heterosexual marriages in our culture than the gay marriage agenda.

I hope this answers your question.

[veritas]

That sucks that happened to you bro

Well yeah, fair. But I gave it a lot of honest thought and it helped me.

Wanna know the realest thing about it? That I had to take responsibility. I had to say if I wouldn’t have been trying to do dumb stuff to impress the older kids I wouldn’t have been in that situation. It helped me become a leader and to be a survivor and not a victim. It also helps a lot working with clients because I can empathize ya dig?

A good rule of thumb: if they can’t talk about it, they haven’t worked through it.

A good rule of thumb 2: unresolved abuse affects males just as much as females alrhough in different ways. Exceptions to every rule.

[Victor.]

Um ok

[veritas]

Reps for Vtoo tagger lolll

[Destroyer]

So much rep
Tag alone could save the site tbhilarous

[veritas]

It’s a good example of how the site could make someone better. The psychological power of lolz and lolz at ones own expense.

[dull boy]

It’s a good example of how the site could make someone better. The psychological power of lolz and lolz at ones own expense.

I think you’re overestimating the percentage of people who would (or should) be that open and vulnerable with a group of others. Smaller the group, more likely the chances, but still reasonably low.

[Ghost1]

I come forth....from the shadows....to claim said reps...an to notify all .... Good boarding never dies.

[Dope girl]

Hello loves, I hope everyone's doing well
what's new?

[Aero]

Hello loves, I hope everyone's doing well
what's new?

I’m coming to Florida. Can I see you since Zelph won’t?

[Qualm]

Did silver get summoned to the thread like beetlejuice because people tagged the word “trap” 3 times

[Dope girl]

I’m coming to Florida. Can I see you since Zelph won’t?

Pm me and I let you know

[veritas]

I think you’re overestimating the percentage of people who would (or should) be that open and vulnerable with a group of others. Smaller the group, more likely the chances, but still reasonably low.

That wasn’t what I was talking about. But fair enough at what you said in general unfortunately

[veritas]

I come forth....from the shadows....to claim said reps...an to notify all .... Good boarding never dies.

Salute.

[big baby]

I come forth....from the shadows....to claim said reps...an to notify all .... Good boarding never dies.

..... bagga like ween in mouf?

[Amen]

Jesus, Joseph and Mary.

[veritas]

I am happy with this thread. So Zilph? What is the problem man?

[For Battling]

All threads turn out the same

[Sharp]

Pm me and I let you know

Aero don't you dare bitch out

[veritas]

All threads turn out the same

And that is where?

[dull boy]

All threads turn out the same

I disagree. Most threads don’t involve someone admitting to being sodomized in their youth. Who knows if he’s telling the truth, though.

[Flow]

This quickly went somewhere I wasn't expecting.

[Flow]

I disagree. Most threads don’t involve someone admitting to being sodomized in their youth. Who knows if he’s telling the truth, though.

Repped lmao

[sral]

lmao the fuck is this shit?

I leave the site for a short while and return to find out Veritas was mouth raped while he slept

[sral]

I disagree. Most threads don’t involve someone admitting to being sodomized in their youth. Who knows if he’s telling the truth, though.

Hold up

Didn’t you get offered a mouth dicking also at some point?

[dull boy]

Hold up

Didn’t you get offered a mouth dicking also at some point?

Comparing the two lol

AY AY I KNO V JUS SAID HE GOT RAPED BUT DIDNT YOU MENTION LIKE 26 MONTHS AGO THAT AN OLD MAN WANTED YOUR DICK WHILE YOU WERE AT WORK??

[veritas]

I disagree. Most threads don’t involve someone admitting to being sodomized in their youth. Who knows if he’s telling the truth, though.

I was not sodomized. I never said that. The dude stuck his penis in my mouth. It was still a violation but not that. And yes I am telling the truth.

[dull boy]

I was not sodomized. I never said that. The dude stuck his penis in my mouth. It was still a violation but not that. And yes I am telling the truth.

That’s sodomy.

[John Dillinger]

This quickly went somewhere I wasn't expecting.

[veritas]

I just looked at the definition, thought it was just anal. Alright fair.

[Destroyer]

Wow, me too
You know what they say, you learn something new about sodomy every day

[veritas]

Yep. So zelph, how do all of my threads end?

[DMS]

This thread is lit

Also can NetCees not handle Emoji’s

[Sharp]

All threads turn out the same

I'd agree with this on almost every thread

This is maybe the one thread in the last few months to not warrant that post

gj

[For Battling]

Yes correct about that. This one was good

[dull boy]

I just looked at the definition, thought it was just anal. Alright fair.

I imagine it’s a bit jarring to learn that what happened to you would be considered sodomy. The misconception is pretty common. Sodom and Gomorrah might take on new connotation now : /

[veritas]

I imagine it’s a bit jarring to learn that what happened to you would be considered sodomy. The misconception is pretty common. Sodom and Gomorrah might take on new connotation now : /

It’s funny you should say that, because I literally thought that. Cool.

[veritas]

Yes correct about that. This one was good

So if you would rather just hear crazy stories from my life why didn’t you just say so?

I don’t understand why people can’t just communicate. Use your words.

[For Battling]

No it’s not about the story, that was actually refreshing coming from you.


Usually it’s the typical “god is real” “no he isnt” argument between you and Des in every thread.

Or you and DB arguing about nothing

Or you forcing a god complex therapist character down people’s throats.


Maybe I’m wrong though, because I thought that was what this was until I actually read it and saw the originality.

[veritas]

No it’s not about the story, that was actually refreshing coming from you.


Usually it’s the typical “god is real” “no he isnt” argument between you and Des in every thread.

Or you and DB arguing about nothing

Or you forcing a god complex therapist character down people’s throats.


Maybe I’m wrong though, because I thought that was what this was until I actually read it and saw the originality.

Would you allow me an honest attempt to address those points and perhaps change your perception, or is your mind made up and I would just be wasting my breathe?

[Destroyer]

That’s a pretty simple explanation of our back and forth
I’d argue that we’re a bit more advanced than that

[Ghost1]

PancakeBrah thoughts on thread?