Life is good. Dear diary update thread.

[veritas]

a lot has been going on and life is good fam. I just wanted y’all to know that. I can Elab if you would like. If not, all good too. Just wanted to spread some positivity.

Rtf.

[veritas]

I also welcome any good news life updates from any of you here.

[Victor.]

Always down to listen


How was the turkey

[veritas]

It got smashed. Switched primary job to behavioral counselor. Same pay to only work 9 months a year. Student loans paid off in ten years. Jiu jitsu going good. Best shape of my life. 170 cut. Blood pumping good w strong erections. Going to climb angels landing in June.....what else? Oh yeah, 68000 words into next novel and audible just approved my audiobook version of hyperbole house. Pretty stoked. Life is good my friend. How is you and yours?

[dull boy]

Hey guys I’m doing good CAN ELAB IF YOU WANT just spreading positivity.

Cool, man. How was your Thanksgiving?

BLOOD FLOWING GOOD ERECTIONS ARE STRONG

[veritas]

There you are again!

[veritas]

I literally knew you would post about it when I typed it. It’s times like this that I am excited to see just how superhuman I can become. No ego-mo.

[dull boy]

I literally knew you would post about it when I typed it. It’s times like this that I am excited to see just how superhuman I can become. No ego-mo.

As I typed the joke I knew you would say this.

LITERALLY

[Qualm]

got a 23 and me that says I'm a quarter african so I've been using the n word like periods ever since

[anime_boners]

I came back to this website for some reason, so obviously things here are not so great

[Chill Phil]

Been lining my 2nd (isolated) checking account. Put away a good amount in a short period of time. Got a $2 raise in October, and found out I'm getting a $1,300 Christmas bonus. May not be much to those of you who are killing it, but coming from working for small businesses, it's huge. One Christmas at a small business, I literally got a Fandango barcode printed on a piece of paper. Ended up being $20 for any movie I wanted to see...sooo...yeah.

Aside from that, my old lady and I are talking about moving in the spring. We still fornicate regularly. The kid draws me when she draws pictures of her family. The most recent one, she Drew me with a black body and a brown mouth.

Shit is dope

[Amen]

As I typed the joke I knew you would say this.

LITERALLY

Or objectively?

Lol Elaborate, V. I'd like to hear it.

I'mm be flying out to Japan Saturday morning for work related purposes. But I will be out there a week and touring as well.

Have you ever been? Has anyone ever been? What are some places you'd suggest visiting.

I will be in Nagasaki. Hiroshima is already on the list of places to visit.

Very excited about it, tbr. Love the Japanese culture.

[veritas]

I came back to this website for some reason, so obviously things here are not so great

What’s wrong?

[veritas]

Been lining my 2nd (isolated) checking account. Put away a good amount in a short period of time. Got a $2 raise in October, and found out I'm getting a $1,300 Christmas bonus. May not be much to those of you who are killing it, but coming from working for small businesses, it's huge. One Christmas at a small business, I literally got a Fandango barcode printed on a piece of paper. Ended up being $20 for any movie I wanted to see...sooo...yeah.

Aside from that, my old lady and I are talking about moving in the spring. We still fornicate regularly. The kid draws me when she draws pictures of her family. The most recent one, she Drew me with a black body and a brown mouth.

Shit is dope


This is excellent news. Why the isolated account? Is it secret money?

[veritas]

Or objectively?

Lol Elaborate, V. I'd like to hear it.

I'mm be flying out to Japan Saturday morning for work related purposes. But I will be out there a week and touring as well.

Have you ever been? Has anyone ever been? What are some places you'd suggest visiting.

I will be in Nagasaki. Hiroshima is already on the list of places to visit.

Very excited about it, tbr. Love the Japanese culture.

I would look for a shinrin-yoku park sir.

[John Dillinger]

Or objectively?

Lol Elaborate, V. I'd like to hear it.

I'mm be flying out to Japan Saturday morning for work related purposes. But I will be out there a week and touring as well.

Have you ever been? Has anyone ever been? What are some places you'd suggest visiting.

I will be in Nagasaki. Hiroshima is already on the list of places to visit.

Very excited about it, tbr. Love the Japanese culture.

You got to hit up some Naruto type ramen shop

[Amen]

I'm good on the ramen dude, if you're referencing ramen noodle type of shit.

That shit isn't good for you, FYI.

[Ghost1]

how could u think hes talking about 50 cent ramen packs when hes suggesting for you to visit a specific type of restaurant while youre in Hiroshima....how? lol how can u be so uncultured I just cant fathom it

[Ghost1]

especially for someone claiming to love the Japanese culture? this sites like the fuckling twilight zone

[Destroyer]

Checking in with strong, if slightly greyer, erections

[Amen]

how could u think hes talking about 50 cent ramen packs when hes suggesting for you to visit a specific type of restaurant while youre in Hiroshima....how? lol how can u be so uncultured I just cant fathom it

Because of all his weird lingo and humor, maybe?

But yea, just because I said I love the Japanese culture - doesn't mean I know entirely EVERYTHING ABOUT IT.

I only know the Americanized version of Japanese people, which piques my interests as to what Japan is actually like lol.

[Ghost1]

oh an my boners r dece these days also

[dull boy]

It’s like V is constantly forcing dick talk down our throats.


HAVE SOME DECENCY WE ARENT EVEN ASLEEP, MAN

[uh-oh]

Anyone having dick problems i would recommend bluechew. Basically get the first batch free just pay 5 bucks for shipping

May no mans erection waver

Godspeed

[veritas]

Good for you Jude.


I also want to help Dre not always say the exact wrong thing.

[veritas]

It’s like V is constantly forcing dick talk down our throats.


HAVE SOME DECENCY WE ARENT EVEN ASLEEP, MAN


What is your personal opinion of yourself? How do you see yourself?

[John Dillinger]

how could u think hes talking about 50 cent ramen packs when hes suggesting for you to visit a specific type of restaurant while youre in Hiroshima....how? lol how can u be so uncultured I just cant fathom it

If I ever find myself in Japan you can guarantee I'm hitting one of those up

[veritas]

I would too.

[boof]

lmfaoooo @ heading to japan and skipping real ramen

[dull boy]

What is your personal opinion of yourself? How do you see yourself?

Your. Personal opinion of. Yourself.

[veritas]

Your. Personal opinion of. Yourself.

Say what you were trying to say here in a way that makes sense.

[Chill Phil]

This is excellent news. Why the isolated account? Is it secret money?

Nah, it's not secret money. It's isolated to help assist me in maintaining discipline.

Can't save if it's easy for me to dip into it.

[dull boy]

Say what you were trying to say here in a way that makes sense.

Nah, I’d rather you show me more superhumanism like literally calling subjective things literal. Or maybe sharing predictions you made about the future after they’ve happened. ELAB on how you thought of me when you typed about your erection strength unprompted.

[Inno]

I’ve been thinking about using propecia for my hair but I heard it gives you dick problems. At 36 I don’t want those type of problems.

Everything else is grand

[veritas]

Nah, it's not secret money. It's isolated to help assist me in maintaining discipline.

Can't save if it's easy for me to dip into it.

Ok cool good man. I was asking because I have seen a lot of couples mess up having secret money or double accounts. Was just inquiring.

[veritas]

Nah, I’d rather you show me more superhumanism like literally calling subjective things literal. Or maybe sharing predictions you made about the future after they’ve happened. ELAB on how you thought of me when you typed about your erection strength unprompted.

I said to myself after I typed it “this will elicit dull boy to further ride my nutsac in his own strange way.” And then here we are, buddy. Once again.

Just let your guard down man, it’s all good. I won’t hurt you.

[veritas]

You are also very skittish and hyper controlling of interpersonal dynamics. It’s strange that even after I allowed you to take control of our running dialogues direction, you still resist any advances and insist on dodge questions or answering questions with questions. It’s no big deal. I just wish we could get past this. I think we could be cool.

That’s why I was asking what is your personal opinion of yourself. Be honest, in your real moments do you think yourself greater or lesser than the average man?

[veritas]

I’ve been thinking about using propecia for my hair but I heard it gives you dick problems. At 36 I don’t want those type of problems.

Everything else is grand

Good cool. Yeah keep the boners healthy. At our age we need to be concerned with our blood. I recommend getting semi annual blood work done. Erection problems can often be the first sign of heart trouble. And coupled with the pornograhy epidemic, a lot of men our age are also psychologically finding it harder to rise to the occasion and connect with a real vagina.

[dull boy]

Yeah keep the boners healthy. a lot of men our age are also psychologically finding it harder to rise to the occasion and connect with a real vagina.

Is that so?

[Amen]

Lmao @ this thread shriveling slowly and leaning towards the left.

[veritas]

Is that so?

Yes. A study recently came out that showed 80percent of millennials would prefer masturbating to pornography over actual intercourse.

[Big Bolo]

Lmao @ this thread shriveling slowly and leaning towards the left.

Amen brining back the dick talk, but metaphorically talking about himself....

[dull boy]

Yes. A study recently came out that showed 80percent of millennials would prefer masturbating to pornography over actual intercourse.

Sounds subjective.

[Big Bolo]

Most of veritas post are... I mean he literally gives advice but acts like the advice is the correct and clear way..... In his mind it is.... I'm willing to bet there's a secret reason for the career path change... He will never admit it though

[veritas]

Most of veritas post are... I mean he literally gives advice but acts like the advice is the correct and clear way..... In his mind it is.... I'm willing to bet there's a secret reason for the career path change... He will never admit it though

What would you say I am wrong about?

I wanted to learn about myself and I took a psychology class junior year in high school and it was the first class that I actually enjoyed. I am also a secret serial killer and became a psychologist to give myself a pass in societies eyes.

Fair?

[veritas]

Sounds subjective.

Joe Rogan was talking about it. Would that add any credence to it?

[Big Bolo]

Read my post again, carefully...never said "I" think your right or wrong... in your mind your right, which makes it subjective, the convo wasn't about wrong or right...

[veritas]

What would you say I am wrong about?

[Big Bolo]

I'm not doing this with you, cause it's pointless...point is your posts trying to "help" people all the time are subjective, cause it's your opinion on how to handle it....again fuck head doesn't make it wrong or the 100% right thing to do....

sub·jec·tive

adjective

1.based on or influenced by personal feelings, tastes, or opinions.

[veritas]

Does cursing me while having a nonsensical argument about me without me privide evidence of your better trolling?

[dull boy]

Does cursing me while having a nonsensical argument about me without me privide evidence of your better trolling?

I see where you were going here, but the wording is piss poor, doc.

Joe Rogan was talking about it. Would that add any credence to it?

Oh yeah. Uh-huh. Definitely. For sure. Why not.

[veritas]

I see where you were going here, but the wording is piss poor, doc..

That’s fair. I was texting while driving and actually going through a bad spot so I ended up losing the exact wording I wanted. But I think he could pick up what I was putting down.

What are your hobbies, Dull?

[dull boy]

That’s fair. I was texting while driving and actually going through a bad spot so I ended up losing the exact wording I wanted. But I think he could pick up what I was putting down.

What are your hobbies, Dull?

You shouldn’t text while driving. Could hurt someone.

[Big Bolo]

He's a psychologist he never hurts any one, only there to help, right v?

[Inno]

Good cool. Yeah keep the boners healthy. At our age we need to be concerned with our blood. I recommend getting semi annual blood work done. Erection problems can often be the first sign of heart trouble. And coupled with the pornograhy epidemic, a lot of men our age are also psychologically finding it harder to rise to the occasion and connect with a real vagina.

Word man it’s about that time to get them essential check ups. Stopped smoking cigs becuase of my blood flow. Limbs would go numb all the time from the smoking. Haven’t bought a pack in 3 months. No more numb limbs.

[Diode]

I came back to this website for some reason, so obviously things here are not so great

hey man.

i missed you a lot. i hope you're okay.

[Big Bolo]

Maybe it's all the boner talk...

[Geno]

I love being me more than ever. Life is very good and i feel blessed to have had the life experiences and met the people i have in my journeys. Im doi g well.hopefully things continue on as they have. I always feel like there is some form of impending doom waiting around the corner. Sometimes the thought of it keeps me up when i want to sleep. Idk. Im just not used to not struggling like i always have in the past. So i just dont expect it to last. Ive been doing everything i can to live a different lifestyle. Ive changed habits and gotten rid of old vices. Im litterally i new person in comparison to the me of not very long ago. Its nice.


Cant get any more positive than that. Pz

P.S.
Oh ya, My second raise since becoming a full time 3Mer last february just kicked in on this paycheck.. A nice 2$ bump. So thats a pretty dope positive. Ive also got another dollar bump coming in 3 more months. So im pretty happy with that. By the time my yearmark comes around in feb, ill have had 4 raises. Good shit. Godbless

[Amen]

Word man it’s about that time to get them essential check ups. Stopped smoking cigs becuase of my blood flow. Limbs would go numb all the time from the smoking. Haven’t bought a pack in 3 months. No more numb limbs.

Good shit, man.

I quit in January. Haven't touched a cigarette since and feeling healthier then ever.

Try hitting the gym or even changing your diet. You have no idea how much a bad diet can affect you.

Haven't felt this good in years man, since also changing my diet and what my body consumes.

[Geno]

True. I went full vegetarian for about 6 months. Felt a huge difference. Back to eating meats and bs again tho. Shame on me. But fuck it.. Its so good

[veritas]

You shouldn’t text while driving. Could hurt someone.

Yes. It is a bad habit of mine. I am willing to work on it.

[veritas]

He's a psychologist he never hurts any one, only there to help, right v?

So you want me to speak on you speaking about me to others? This is strange, sir. Are you talking to them or to me, or both?

[veritas]

Word man it’s about that time to get them essential check ups. Stopped smoking cigs becuase of my blood flow. Limbs would go numb all the time from the smoking. Haven’t bought a pack in 3 months. No more numb limbs.

Excellent news sir!!!! Very great!

[veritas]

I love being me more than ever. Life is very good and i feel blessed to have had the life experiences and met the people i have in my journeys. Im doi g well.hopefully things continue on as they have. I always feel like there is some form of impending doom waiting around the corner. Sometimes the thought of it keeps me up when i want to sleep. Idk. Im just not used to not struggling like i always have in the past. So i just dont expect it to last. Ive been doing everything i can to live a different lifestyle. Ive changed habits and gotten rid of old vices. Im litterally i new person in comparison to the me of not very long ago. Its nice.


Cant get any more positive than that. Pz

P.S.
Oh ya, My second raise since becoming a full time 3Mer last february just kicked in on this paycheck.. A nice 2$ bump. So thats a pretty dope positive. Ive also got another dollar bump coming in 3 more months. So im pretty happy with that. By the time my yearmark comes around in feb, ill have had 4 raises. Good shit. Godbless

Super dope report, Geno. Never underestimate the power of self sabotage. I wish you good fortune on breaking the chains which older versions of your character bound you in.

[anime_boners]

hey man.

i missed you a lot. i hope you're okay.

everything is good. those concerned must have forgot what my humor was like over the last year (?) or so I been gone

[Finnydot]

Got fired last week. Told a bad joke and it got back to the person it was about, they told management they couldn't work with me anymore. All the work i put in to change the narrative about me.... Gone.

Have some leads I'm looking into today. Streets have cleared up immensely since the other day, but there's still spots where whole streets have 2 inches thick of ice. Most sidewalks are icy/covered in snow still and I'm wearing my nice Dockers so I'm trying not to fuck them up but it's been hard.

Just went an hour out of my way on the bus to go donate plasma for a quick $50, but you can't donate more than twice in a 7 day period. I donated last Friday and 2 days ago on Monday so i can't go back till this coming Friday. I've got a half a pack of cigarettes that I'm gonna have to stretch now.

Hopefully the BM will throw me a bone tomorrow as she's still getting one last CS payment from my last check. Not banking on it, just hopeful.

Said a very earnest and humble prayer this morning asking for the strength and fortitude to find something today.

It's 34 degrees today so it's better than it has been but it's still really cold when you're walking 20 minutes at a time between places. The bus helps because they're heated, but my feet are already getting wet.


Ugh... Pray for me NCGs, i need it.

[Ghost1]

U fuck up

[Finnydot]

U fuck up

Yeah, and my roommate called me a dead beat dad yesterday.

Didn't sleep a wink last night.

[For Battling]

Yeah, and my roommate called me a dead beat dad yesterday.

Didn't sleep a wink last night.

We need dishwashers and bus boys at literally any of the thousands of restaurants in south Florida. You can make some decent money.

[For Battling]

Also, what was the joke?

[Amen]

Jesus, Joseph and Mary.

[veritas]

Finny: you ok man?

[dull boy]

Got fired last week. Told a bad joke and it got back to the person it was about, they told management they couldn't work with me anymore. All the work i put in to change the narrative about me.... Gone.

Have some leads I'm looking into today. Streets have cleared up immensely since the other day, but there's still spots where whole streets have 2 inches thick of ice. Most sidewalks are icy/covered in snow still and I'm wearing my nice Dockers so I'm trying not to fuck them up but it's been hard.

Just went an hour out of my way on the bus to go donate plasma for a quick $50, but you can't donate more than twice in a 7 day period. I donated last Friday and 2 days ago on Monday so i can't go back till this coming Friday. I've got a half a pack of cigarettes that I'm gonna have to stretch now.

Hopefully the BM will throw me a bone tomorrow as she's still getting one last CS payment from my last check. Not banking on it, just hopeful.

Said a very earnest and humble prayer this morning asking for the strength and fortitude to find something today.

It's 34 degrees today so it's better than it has been but it's still really cold when you're walking 20 minutes at a time between places. The bus helps because they're heated, but my feet are already getting wet.


Ugh... Pray for me NCGs, i need it.

Tough break. How much do you need to be making monthly to be okay?

[Ghost1]

share the joke with us so we can determine how to view the scenario please

[veritas]

Yes fin, I would like to hear the joke also... was it like a joke about you raping her? I am assuming it was a she.

After this we can discuss how to break the cycles of self-sabotague

[Ghost1]

LMFAO at rape joke

please let it be

[Ghost1]

honestly I assumed it was a racist joke but now im hoping for rape joke entirely

[veritas]

What else could it be? I know that we are very politically correct but I mean he would have to have been super racist to make his co worker not want him there.....

[Finnydot]

So there's this super fine chick I've known for years there. We made out once like 10 years ago when we were both shit faced at the bar. Nothing ever materialized from it, but we've remained cordial for the most part. She got married and has a kid, and is actually more bad than ever. She's thick, got some amazing tatas... And super fucking nice.

I asked my homie... "if Courtney said she'd let you touch it, but her husband had to watch. Would you do it?"

Obv, dude said no. But he giggled and said he had to think about it for a second.

Same homie tells it to the manager as a relayed joke, but my boss used to date Courtney back around the time i kissed her when she was single at the time.

Apparently he still has feelings for her or some shit.

I know sexual harassment is a big deal... But I've said FAR worse in the kitchen. This just the first time someone was stupid enough to think the manager would laugh, too.

[Ghost1]

so was a rape joke. im fucking gone.

[For Battling]

If she let you touch it


Touch what?!

[For Battling]

You can turn right back around and sue them though


“Touch it” has no meaning to it. You weren’t specific and said touch her ass or anything so you’re technically in the clear. Definitely can sue those assholes fin

[Finnydot]

so was a rape joke. im fucking gone.

Ummm... Not at all?

The premise was CONSENT TO CUCKOLD.

How is that rape?

[Ghost1]

because she obviously would never give u consent? she was so uncomfortable w the concept alone that she felt unable to work in the same building as you>?

assuming her consent is even more rapey. grow up fin smh.

[Finnydot]

You can turn right back around and sue them though


“Touch it” has no meaning to it. You weren’t specific and said touch her ass or anything so you’re technically in the clear. Definitely can sue those assholes fin

GM fired me. OWNER tried to keep me on. Nothing he could do.

Plus, no way I'm sueing the guy who i quit on several times in my 20s, and STILL hired me back this last time.

At least i made it a year and a half.

Went in to see him today, he says he won't tell anyone i was fired for sexual harassment. Instead, we're going to make it sound like i quit because they wouldn't let me be manager.

Plus dude bailed me out of jail a few times (bench warrants for expired registration/insurance).

Nothing but love for that man.

[For Battling]

Man stfu

[Finnydot]

because she obviously would never give u consent? she was so uncomfortable w the concept alone that she felt unable to work in the same building as you>?

assuming her consent is even more rapey. grow up fin smh.

I mean... I'll never do anything/say anything like that at work again.

I already learned my lesson. Taking it to that next level just to make it sound worse is just something you're doing so you can look down at me some more, make me feel worse about it.

Lol... I got fired the day before Thanksgiving, Bags.

I think my contrition is ample enough.

[Finnydot]

Man stfu

Lol... Alright. You first.

[Ghost1]

I mean.....im not exaggerating the scenario or wording it overly harsh at all

I think you are downplaying it entirely just based on the position youre taking

obviously she didn't think it was an innocent joke?

trust me I don't need to go out of my way to look down on you......

its just typical of you to make a colossal moral blunder like this and then play the victim

the fact that you wont say something like that again purely out of fear for losing employment as opposed to actually recognizing that you were at fault for degrading another mans wife ....let alone in a professional setting...speaks volumes to level of immaturity that u refuse to let go.

I wont even speak on your son but its time to grow tf up an be stable for him.

[veritas]

Fin?

[Amen]

You can turn right back around and sue them though


“Touch it” has no meaning to it. You weren’t specific and said touch her ass or anything so you’re technically in the clear. Definitely can sue those assholes fin

NO he can't.

Department of Labor laws state - where there is discomfort it's harassment. If it can't be repeated to a 5 your old, it shouldn't be said at all in the work place.

Chick obviously felt uncomfortable which falls under harassment.

He just needs to grow the fuck up already and stop being a legit career loser.

That's the shit we talked about in middle school locker rooms while getting changed after football games - regarding the cheer leaders.

Finny, seriously - grow the fuck up, dirt bag.

If I was her husband, I'd find you and break your jaw and hands so you would not be able to touch a mother fucking thing, weirdo creep.

[Finnydot]

NO he can't.

Department of Labor laws state - where there is discomfort it's harassment. If it can't be repeated to a 5 your old, it shouldn't be said at all in the work place.

Chick obviously felt uncomfortable which falls under harassment.

He just needs to grow the fuck up already and stop being a legit career loser.

That's the shit we talked about in middle school locker rooms while getting changed after football games - regarding the cheer leaders.

Finny, seriously - grow the fuck up, dirt bag.

If I was her husband, I'd find you and break your jaw and hands so you would not be able to touch a mother fucking thing, weirdo creep.

Yep, weirdo creep. Career loser. Bags insinuating that i have no moral conundrum.

You guys sure AREN'T trying to make me feel worse.

V - i get another job before the 30th I'm good.

[~RustyGunZ~]

Can I get a tldr on this finny sexual assault?

[Finnydot]

Can I get a tldr on this finny sexual assault?

Yep. Great boarder, bro.

Won't even fucking read, just straight called me a rapist.

I'm done.

[~RustyGunZ~]

Yep. Great boarder, bro.

Won't even fucking read, just straight called me a rapist.

I'm done.

Are you referring to me here?

I called you a rapist where? I asked for a briefing of it because there’s a bunch of nonsense troll comments about it and I have no desire to read through that all?

Go fuck your self fin. You’re shitty attitude is why you’re a loser.

[veritas]

Fin,

Do you see your error in this and how she was justified to feel the way she did sir?

[veritas]

If you do not, I am happy to break it down for you sir. Just want insight to he gained to prevent it from happening again homey.

[Big Bolo]

Inb4 veritas' 4th triple post of "I swear I don't think I'm better than everyone"...of the week

[~RustyGunZ~]

Went back and read more

Seems finny did get a little shafted if that’s the exact joke and wording he used. Lot dirtier shit said in kitchens. Maybe it being a coworker is the part that put it over though. I don’t have enough experience in that environment to say. But I know my friends that work in kitchens would think what you said is pretty tame.

It’s 2018 though so just don’t make any sort of sexual comment at work

[boof]

yeah tough break fin shoulda been tighter w/ the GM but also if uve been rehired a bunch of times there i think its time to move on anyways, no way opportunities are this scarce for you

[veritas]

Inb4 veritas' 4th triple post of "I swear I don't think I'm better than everyone"...of the week

Dude it’s not that. I legitimately care about his well being. I have talked to him in person. I like him. He has admitted that he saboteurs his advancements.

If there is something you want to say to me say it?

[veritas]

The whole idea she was thinking was most likely: I take offfense that this dude would think I would want to let him bang me while my husband watches.” It is a character judgement. Towards both her and her husband. I get it.

[Finnydot]

It’s 2018 though so just don’t make any sort of sexual comment at work


This.

Of course i felt bad, i lost my job. I inadvertently hurt someone's feelings, or offended them to the point they are disgusted with me. That's the second layer of guilt. My "homie" is the one who told it to the boss.. Can't really be that guy's friend anymore. Third layer of guilt. Spent thanksgiving the NEXT DAY alone, broke, hungry, and jobless. 4th layer of guilt. Getting called a dead beat dad for not having a job for a week. 5th layer of guilt.

Lastly, try and buy into the "positivity" thread by laying down my plight, but finishing it with hope for the future... Get called a rapist.

You guys want me to cut my wrists tonight too for saying something out of hand?

LMFAO fuck yooouuuu

[veritas]

in all of your secret thoughts: do you have a high opinion of yourself or a low opinion of yourself Fin?

I.e: when bad shit happens do you think “ I shouldn’t have to deal with this I am better than thi” or “I deserve this because I always fuck up”

[Finnydot]

Obv the latter.

[veritas]

Yep yep yep. That makes it tougher to stop the patterns of self-sabotaging. But it is not impossible sir.

[veritas]

You kept a job for a year. You paid your child support. You didn’t Have any terrible depression spells, and saw your son a bunch. You might be a piece of shit, but you are far less a piece of shot today than you were yesterday, and not guaranteed to always be one.

Fair?

[Big Bolo]

Inb4 veritas' 4th triple post of "I swear I don't think I'm better than everyone"...of the week

5th*

[veritas]

Why are you trolling me?

[Finnydot]

You kept a job for a year. You paid your child support. You didn’t Have any terrible depression spells, and saw your son a bunch. You might be a piece of shit, but you are far less a piece of shot today than you were yesterday, and not guaranteed to always be one.

Fair?

Fair. But it wasn't enough.

[veritas]

Right right....but see how your mind works to justify the tragedy this forever perpetuating it? The problem is that some part of you on some deeep level is sincerely tired of the same old bullshit and is fighting that . That is why, while it might not have been enough, it was certainly more than five years ago. Even your low opinion of yourself has to confirm that fact.

So I ask you sir,

What have you learned from this past year
And what is next.


Think before you tell me amigo.

[Big Bolo]

Why are you trolling me?

Because I can?

[uh-oh]

lmao at the faggotry of some of you guys

i legit lol'd when V asked if it was a rape joke tho.

but word shit was super tame but of course they were in the right to fire you as well. you just gotta work a mans job doggy. thats an everyday conversation, even our building, we have statefarm offices with insurance agent broads and talk about banging em out if given the chance, we got a gym that got built behind us and creep on gym broads like godddddd dammnnnnn that bitch is wearing them pants

i got horrendous podcasts playing with literal rape jokes and racist jokes on a stereo sometimes, but its all good cuz we're all men. there is no women to women it up and ruin man shit.

i'll tell you like i told you before, find out where a maaco is, and apply. let them know you have no experience but you want to learn, and be prepared to work. they'll probably start you at 12 an hour, and the more you can do and the more you're willing to do as you learn will help you immensely

i knew nothing when i started. they'll either start you in sanding, or detailing. detailing being fairly straight forward, just taking the tape and paper off of stuff that got painted, cleaning out the interiors and washing the cars and parking them. in sanding its simple as fuck, they give you a DA palm sander and you sand whats getting painted, basically make it not shiny anywhere its getting paint. you blow it all off with a blow gun and send it through

its simple shit. the more you do the more comfortable you get, the more they'll teach you and you can work up to painting cars or doing bodywork, and once you figure one of those out you can earn bank.

or you can be a slave like me and do everything and basically run the whole shop for 50k a year in ohio money. which is like 100k a year in civilization

[Amen]

This dude worked at a fucking pizzaria as a pizza pie topper. Not no 5 star world class restaurant. Some of your responses are killing me. Get a fucking job that you can make a career out of, man. Like I said, wake up and grow up. Figure out what you want to do in life rather then sit in your roach infested basement making shitty music. Go back to school for something or a trade. Do something to improve your way of life. Do something to improve your situation, PERIOD.

Like I can’t believe someone In their 30’s is living like this. Most heroin addict homeless junkies live this way. Don’t or not aware of anyone else other then maybe crack heads or meth addicts.

Better yourself, man.

[veritas]

Because I can?

why are you questioning yourself in this? Either commit or do not.

Let us start over....

Why are you trolling me?

[Geno]

Super dope report, Geno. Never underestimate the power of self sabotage. I wish you good fortune on breaking the chains which older versions of your character bound you in.

Thanks V. Rly appreciate this

[Geno]

so was a rape joke. im fucking gone.

This is my state as well lmmfaooo

[Finnydot]

Appreciate the warm wishes and positivity. Landed on my feet. Assistant Manager at Culver's.

[dull boy]

Amen

- go to yakiniku restaurant
- no tipping
- you have to call waiter to table
- exposing the soles of your shoes is impolite
- locals are generally very helpful with foreigners and Americans especially are kind of a novelty
- get translator app for phone
- public baths are common if you wanna check that out
- transportation is excellent there. Buy a 5 day pass.
- get okonomiyaki while in Hiroshima
- visit atom bomb museum
- go to Nara, Osaka and Nagasaki
- stay in capsule hotel and a ryokan
- temples

[Big Bolo]

why are you questioning yourself in this? Either commit or do not.

Let us start over....

Why are you trolling me?

Because I can...

[Geno]

Appreciate the warm wishes and positivity. Landed on my feet. Assistant Manager at Culver's.

Rly? Well done. Better than pizza. Culvers gots dem butta burgerz boiii

You know... Thats like... Crack on a bun , son

[veritas]

Appreciate the warm wishes and positivity. Landed on my feet. Assistant Manager at Culver's.

That's what I'm freaking talking about, Isaac! Awesome man!

This is how you fall forward. Remember the future Bruh.

So now what is your plan?

[John Dillinger]

Yall got me craving some Culver’s now

[For Battling]

Yall got me craving some Culver’s now

What’s Culver’s? We got that in fl?

[John Dillinger]

What’s Culver’s? We got that in fl?

I dunno about south FL but in the Tampa area we got them all over

[Finnydot]

What’s Culver’s? We got that in fl?

Butterburgers and frozen yogurt. It's dope as fuck.

Yeah, I'm not upset at all.

Pay will be better than my last job.

[For Battling]

Butterburgers and frozen yogurt. It's dope as fuck.

Yeah, I'm not upset at all.

Pay will be better than my last job.

Congratulations. Definitely an upgrade and a much better title

[Finnydot]

Congratulations. Definitely an upgrade and a much better title

Yeah, I'm very thankful to not be homeless on Christmas.

[uh-oh]

Word dog thats whats up

Only make lewd jokes with the mexicans in the kitchen from now on. White people fell off

[Finnydot]

Coming up on 6 hours of orientation videos.

:(

[boof]

:)*

[Geno]

Word dog thats whats up

Only make lewd jokes with the mexicans in the kitchen from now on. White people fell off

This needed to be said. Good advice

[Immolate]

Life is good. My brother, Frank? ....

[Exis]

Yo V we should collab...

[Amen]

Butterburgers and frozen yogurt. It's dope as fuck.

Yeah, I'm not upset at all.

Pay will be better than my last job.

That's a step in the right direction.

Now, focus on making your life and situation better. Utilize all you can and see what the company as to offer as far as educational/training programs and use them.

[Exis]

Yo, how you been?^^

[Amen]

Fantastic, man.

And yourself?