i think i'm beginning to understand

[uh-oh]

why people view my way of life as not, how do i put it, correct?

hitting pretty deep depression potholes, the problem is though, if certain people and interactions weren't happening in life now, i would still be happy and content.

basically my job has ho's coming through now. office broads and corporate chicks. they see me running shit, ordering people around, doing twice as much work as everyone and my majestic beard and just slide out of their seats. which isn't the problem.

the problem is i enjoy their praise. one of the problems. but its weird. there is one corporate chick just throwing it at me, literally said she wants to fuck me in so many words but can't cuz her position and i almost took her in the breakroom then and there. but the problem is now im being a fag and doing shit to impress these ho's and getting in text conversations and blah blah

so the main problem is im entertaining female friendship with huge amounts of sexual tension.

but i'm not enjoying it mentally.

i assume the average person who has normal relations with women don't have these problems, but i've disconnected largely from society the past few years, and my interactions with most women have literally just been fucking. ive put too many pathways in my brain so now all i can do is overthink every normal interaction, and its crippling. also the success rate of it is killing me. usually i'll ruin something by now. but the other broad, not the one who flat out said it, does nothing but complain about her ex, how he's a piece of shit blah blah, and her current boyfriend, and she disses her current boyfriend by comparing him to me.

these are ohio 7's btw.

its making me uncomfortable.

might quit my job.

veritas

mods delete this

[veritas]

You @ me? Or mods delete. Unsure what you want from me. Until then, weird flex but ok.


Let me know if you want to talk about it.

[Blas]

lmao @ weird flex but ok

sorry you can't handle yourself around females, in the words of a very wise man, stop putting the pussy on a pedestal

[Ghost1]

If u were as cool as u seem to worry about being viewed as u wouldn't be worried about conforming to some archaic idea of ghetto culture masculinity

Watching u grow up is painful

[Ghost1]

I also find it amusing that u have no idea how to work with women due to lack of experience

Never.never. never shit where u eat.

U fucked up bad already honestly cuz it's too late to blow them off now cuz now it will be viewed as a slight. Smfh. Next time ignore any and all interactions that aren't work related with female associates.

Go down to ur basement and tell ur dad to hit u or something. Where's dad.

[uh-oh]

You @ me? Or mods delete. Unsure what you want from me. Until then, weird flex but ok.


Let me know if you want to talk about it.

mods delete this was a joke since i am embarrassed about sharing this. the @ was to get your thoughts.

Blas thats not the problem. if anything its the opposite, i never put it on a pedestal, if the it we are referring to is women themselves. if anything i've been a piece of shit in normal relationships, and more just a manipulative degenerate. but also those were late teens and early adulthood where i was abusing drugs and booze and was a loser all around.

i'm largely not a fan of women at all. i've never enjoyed their company, it was all a means to an end. getting in that delicious fuckhole. outside of that kick rocks i got video games to play you goofy bitch.

but i dunno what i've been feeling lately. i kinda blame it on the ho with the kid, but now other mature broads entering the fray and being cool is messing with me. but again its not so much THEM, as how I have been viewing MYSELF because of how they view me and how we've interacted.

i don't know if any of that makes sense.

3 months ago i was legit happy with life. getting pussy above my station whenever i wished. working. enjoying entertainment, games/shows/media. doing everything i wanted to do. but now its like just a deep hole of depression where i feel like i've wasted the last 5 years

but wasted on WHAT.

like what else would i have done. the obvious thing in my mind is i shouldve bedded down some broad and wifed her and lived the square life. and i feel i'm missing that. but if it wasn't for fucking being exposed to women who have there shit together, are attractive to me, and are attracted to me, i don't think my brain wouldve switched over

also my dick is hard constantly

wtf is happening

i'ma go fuck somebody up

[uh-oh]

I also find it amusing that u have no idea how to work with women due to lack of experience

Never.never. never shit where u eat.

U fucked up bad already honestly cuz it's too late to blow them off now cuz now it will be viewed as a slight. Smfh. Next time ignore any and all interactions that aren't work related with female associates.

Go down to ur basement and tell ur dad to hit u or something. Where's dad.

i've already done it before and ruined everything. i was banging my boss who was a lesbian, and moved in with her and her girlfriend while secretly banging her, it was insanity, they fostered dogs and i was breaking up pitbull fights, pretending to give a shit about cosplay her gf was into and my mind was a swirl of insanity as i laid down to sleep not knowing if she was gonna creep in and blow me and let me eat her ass

i lost that job, moved out and cut them out of life, and she got fat and pregnant (a gay dude gave her jizz) and now she's with another dike living fat dike life

then i turned 22

[Ghost1]

I remember. Lol. Smh.

U are allowed to be successful. Stop denying yourself.

[Blas]

hmm really interesting stuff here, im not sure you should feel you should have a family just bc society says to but i guess you can't help what ur feeling emotionally

[uh-oh]

but see bags this is where i run into problems.

i'm mentally retarded. but now that my brain is trying to convince me to be a normal human and have normal relations with women, all i see are roadblocks because of everything that led to now.

my plan is to literally continue being friendly. just ignoring texts now and again and slowly fading to the background

but i dunno if i can continue my ways.

its probably just a bad month or so i've been in. but i've been legit in the dumps. can't shake it.

i'm bout to make 3 egg sandwiches and eat them in a bath before i go to sleep at 9 pm contemplating why im even alive

[White LGI]

Have you ever been a drug addict? If so...start back if not start now....if you are currently on drugs...do more

[~RustyGunZ~]

Before I look through other post

How do you know they all want to fuck you?

I feel like too much VR porn and blue collar stimulation has made you not realize women aren’t just fuckable NPCs

[Blas]

well there's really no good reason to be alive, anyone who says otherwise is just lying to themselves. try to squeeze the happiness out of whatever you can and reduce suffering as much as possible. lol @ a purpose on this planet, nobody intelligent actually believes that

[Zaddy]

Uh oh I’d probably read your posts if you didn’t type so damn much

And I want my money back from fantasy football

[Ghost1]

but see bags this is where i run into problems.

i'm mentally retarded. but now that my brain is trying to convince me to be a normal human and have normal relations with women, all i see are roadblocks because of everything that led to now.

my plan is to literally continue being friendly. just ignoring texts now and again and slowly fading to the background

but i dunno if i can continue my ways.

its probably just a bad month or so i've been in. but i've been legit in the dumps. can't shake it.

i'm bout to make 3 egg sandwiches and eat them in a bath before i go to sleep at 9 pm contemplating why im even alive

Lol. Start exercising and eating better. U will feel better. I know ur waiting till ur 30 or whatever the fuck but if u blow ur brains out in the tub before summer because women at your job find you attractive then you may not have the chance?

[uh-oh]

Lol. Start exercising and eating better. U will feel better. I know ur waiting till ur 30 or whatever the fuck but if u blow ur brains out in the tub before summer because women at your job find you attractive then you may not have the chance?

word. i only ate 2 egg sandwiches.

i'm weening into the diet. excersise wise im just gonna be a fag and do a million pushups, i need to find some type of pullup bar i can install at home as well. so if i don't go through with my plans i can have something strong enough to support my weight when i hang myself

but nah really though i cut out soda completely, just coffee in the morning now and water the rest of the day, and i stopped hitting fast food altogether. it got ridiculous. like 50 bucks a week. wendys/bk/rallys etc. lunch wise im back on my baby spinach salads with turkey and parmesan with italian dressing.
easing into the diet so its easier to commit when 30. just cutting out garbage, but still over eating dinners and random egg sandwiches to drown out feelings

i also just copped a 200 dollar fitbit for no fucking reason other than i can pretend it will help me get in shape, and also because i enjoy the dopamine hit when i get the package delivered notification on my phone

[Ghost1]

Lol idk why but I feel like everyone initially trys to avoid the gym

I did hundreds of push ups and still have the pull up bar when fat bags was terrorizing the world

Skip it bro. Skip the push ups and pull ups. Ain't gonna do shit for u. At least not alone. They're great to add onto a lifting program or work out but just on their own ur just spinning ur wheels.

Plus u need some cardio to get ur endorphins bumpin and pull u out of ur depression. Get that disgusting heart pumping blood into ur stupid neanderthal brain again.

Word to Fitbit lol....I almost pulled the trigger on one a few times.....gotta get ur steps in! FAGGIT

Nah but yo they monitor your sleep .. that shits fire

This gym requirement I need for school actually makes u buy one so I'll probably get one for that class.

[~RustyGunZ~]

have you ever considered mindless consumerism isn't peak happiness?

[Big Bolo]

Bunch of walls of text I'll never read...

[boof]

these conflicting forces inside of you are you opening up to love and connection but feeling fear because you know you have much work to do before you deserve it as you're still essentially a pos

stoked about the soda & fast food tho. huge step

[uh-oh]

Lol idk why but I feel like everyone initially trys to avoid the gym

I did hundreds of push ups and still have the pull up bar when fat bags was terrorizing the world

Skip it bro. Skip the push ups and pull ups. Ain't gonna do shit for u. At least not alone. They're great to add onto a lifting program or work out but just on their own ur just spinning ur wheels.

Plus u need some cardio to get ur endorphins bumpin and pull u out of ur depression. Get that disgusting heart pumping blood into ur stupid neanderthal brain again.

Word to Fitbit lol....I almost pulled the trigger on one a few times.....gotta get ur steps in! FAGGIT

Nah but yo they monitor your sleep .. that shits fire

This gym requirement I need for school actually makes u buy one so I'll probably get one for that class.

word, the sleep thing is one of the main selling points for me honestly, also I want to know if my phone is accurate, cuz im just under 20k steps a day monday through friday, but the fitbits supposed to be way more accurate and work off gps and shit to let you know legit how many miles you walked

but word with working out i ain't trying to do much tho other than just burn calories. at least to start. my sister has an eliptical she never uses i'll just show up and throw money at her and take that. but i'm delusional enough already and 23andme also feeds my delusions of being predisposed to being an explosive athlete muscle composition so ima just herschel walker my way into being ripped with pushups and pullups lmao

[Pharaohs Army]

these conflicting forces inside of you are you opening up to love and connection but feeling fear because you know you have much work to do before you deserve it as you're still essentially a pos

stoked about the soda & fast food tho. huge step

This post is really funny.

[uh-oh]

these conflicting forces inside of you are you opening up to love and connection but feeling fear because you know you have much work to do before you deserve it as you're still essentially a pos

stoked about the soda & fast food tho. huge step

most likely correct. i think at a base level its simple friendship. its just since its the opposite sex it has my mind weirded out. but i literally cut out all my friends, last i know it was all just heroin/pills. plus people had kids and grew up and my idea of friendship was partying legit, like wtf lets get some ho's over get booze and coke and actually party. but no one did that anymore

so pretty much depriving myself of normal human friendship and now opening up to it like 5 years later in the form of women is fuckery.

also i think a huge factor involved in all this is simple exhaustion. i've been working 5 am to 5pm alot through this time, and sleeping like 4-6 hours tops every night while doing these. which can't be good. and just the stresses of work in general and hating most my co workers so i'm barking at them during the day and then dreaming about stressful situations at night its like i never fucking leave that place

[uh-oh]

me walking into the front office today

https://media1.tenor.com/images/e8035a972da302e6fbf82f8734e92ea6/tenor.gif

[Ghost1]

Sleep deprivation is real doggie lol

[Ghost1]

me walking into the front office today

https://media1.tenor.com/images/e8035a972da302e6fbf82f8734e92ea6/tenor.gif

Gonee

[Witty]

Yeah get your sleep sorted before you do anything. I still only sleep 6 hours a night but that's enough for me...for many years I was sleeping maybe 6 hours over 3 nights and it's extremely debilitating. You will suffer from extreme depression and anxiety if you are not sleeping right. For me, once I got myself in to a regular sleeping pattern (I still have sleepless nights but not even nearly as often) other things then seemed to be much easier to change. I got a bit more optimism and self belief. You got this bro!

[Immolate]

why people view my way of life as not, how do i put it, correct?

why




hitting pretty deep depression potholes, the problem is though, if certain people and interactions weren't happening in life now, i would still be happy and content.

people suck. i cut all my friends & family out my life. made me a lot happier. only fuck sluts on one night stands now. nobody drives my emotions but me these days i like it

basically my job has ho's coming through now. office broads and corporate chicks.

and yr complaining? lol should be celebrating

they see me running shit, ordering people around, doing twice as much work as everyone and my majestic beard and just slide out of their seats. which isn't the problem.

on gang

the problem is i enjoy their praise. one of the problems.

why is that a problem

but its weird. there is one corporate chick just throwing it at me, literally said she wants to fuck me in so many words but can't cuz her position and i almost took her in the breakroom then and there.

you shoulda. that's automatic promotion

but the problem is now im being a fag and doing shit to impress these ho's and getting in text conversations and blah blah

can't love these hos man. i know what you mean tho that happens to me every time.

i assume the average person who has normal relations with women don't have these problems,

not everybody ballin like us

but i've disconnected largely from society the past few years, and my interactions with most women have literally just been fucking. ive put too many pathways in my brain so now all i can do is overthink every normal interaction, and its crippling. also the success rate of it is killing me. usually i'll ruin something by now. but the other broad, not the one who flat out said it, does nothing but complain about her ex, how he's a piece of shit blah blah, and her current boyfriend, and she disses her current boyfriend by comparing him to me.

don't fuck a chick with a bf. they'll do all kinda sleazy shit trust me. had a bitch call the cops on me cuz i wouldnt pipe her down after she said she had a husband. luckily the cops knew what was up and just laughed as we joked about #metoo

these are ohio 7's btw.

its making me uncomfortable.

might quit my job.

veritas

mods delete this

i'd prolly quit it tbh. but i'm an impulsive fuck. i just dumped a bitch for not responding to a txt lmao

[veritas]

Let us start simply Jim


Is it fair to say that it is natural for a man’s priorities to change as they get older?

[Diode]

these conflicting forces inside of you are you opening up to love and connection but feeling fear because you know you have much work to do before you deserve it as you're still essentially a pos

stoked about the soda & fast food tho. huge step

https://pm1.narvii.com/6420/2886a672cb1610e617d0ccfaf180c397f3734a49_hq.jpg

[Blas]

funniest part of this thread was immolate claiming he's happy. who the fuck are you kidding man every other post is about your life spiraling downwards lolwtf

[uh-oh]

Let us start simply Jim


Is it fair to say that it is natural for a man’s priorities to change as they get older?

Sure.

[veritas]

Sure.

Excellent.

Would it then be fair to say that when one considers where they are versus where they want to be it would be natural to feel some existential angst?

[Eŋg]

this thread has offered me surprising perspective on my life.

[Hush]

I could truly help u

Sound like me 3 years ago


But idgaf and u type a lot
Plus yea


Reasons


But Um



Friends are good okay ?

[uh-oh]

Excellent.

Would it then be fair to say that when one considers where they are versus where they want to be it would be natural to feel some existential angst?

Absolutely.

what does one do when where they want to be is unattainable? that is another problem, but one i don't worry over because of its near impossible nature. im not as much concerned with where i want to be, as much as where i was. does this make sense? like i'm never going to be where i want to be, but i don't worry over that.

[veritas]

Absolutely.

what does one do when where they want to be is unattainable? that is another problem, but one i don't worry over because of its near impossible nature. im not as much concerned with where i want to be, as much as where i was. does this make sense? like i'm never going to be where i want to be, but i don't worry over that.

Explain to me how this statement contradicts your opening post, sir.

[White LGI]

If my dick wasn't African big I'd be depressed

[uh-oh]

Explain to me how this statement contradicts your opening post, sir.
i don't see the correlation, this seems a different topic altogether

but maybe i'm blinded. enlighten me

[Inno]

simply put young god.

Don’t be scared of change. It’s natural.

People will tell you you lived your life wrong. But that’s all subjective. Your 30 something years old. Normal people have these feelings your having now at your age. The difference is your not following the current trends of what is considered socially accepted.

Your doing good bruh.

[veritas]

i don't see the correlation, this seems a different topic altogether

but maybe i'm blinded. enlighten me

I do not mean to sound callous, but it is important that you put in the thought work to see it for yourself.


Examine the last statement you made and compare it with the opening statement, and explain to me the contradiction, then we will move forward.

Put in the work, Jim.

I await.

[uh-oh]

all i see is reinforcement of my opening statement if anything. i went alot of ways within the contents of this thread so maybe you are wanting me to compare it with something else i said? but my opening statement is me saying i understand why people think i'm doing it wrong, and then the post you quoted for me to compare is me saying i am unhappy with where i was when i was doing it wrong?

[veritas]

The opening statement was you caring about where you Have been and where you are going, the other was you saying you didn’t.


At any rate,

If you allow who you were to cripple who you could be then you are opposing yourself.

Now be honest and Elab on the Visio of the impossible future you please

[uh-oh]

The impossible future is me winning a megamillions/powerball type lottery and creating a massive compound in Idaho where I will have a legitimate harem of the most beautiful broken women i can find across the globe. I'd however breed with the largest ugliest woman I could find, either a direct import from some northern realm of europe, or just some failed WNBA player, until I have a son and heir. From there on out I'm basically being suck fucked by the harem with intermittent trips to ancient sites to honor the dead from battles no one but historians remember while taking in the great works of humankind. I will die with enough money for my son to do as he wishes, and give the rest away to people i find who remind me of me in shit situations.

But you will think this is me jesting, but like i said, its the impossible future.

Probable, or even improbable futures don't seem better than my present. Which is a predicament

[Immolate]

funniest part of this thread was immolate claiming he's happy. who the fuck are you kidding man every other post is about your life spiraling downwards lolwtf


lmao <3

damn it's almost like someone can be happy and also recognize their sad feelings too. stupid ass dummy boy

these conflicting forces inside of you are you opening up to love and connection but feeling fear because you know you have much work to do before you deserve it as you're still essentially a pos

stoked about the soda & fast food tho. huge step

lmao. man if you don't get all this faggot ass SJW shit outta here fam

[boof]

care to finish the sentence or did you just feel like reiterating your fear of talking about feelings unless its in a tumblr style rant to yourself on a hiphop forum

[Ghost1]

Now finish him

[Geno]

I feel you in here uhoh. Ive experienced a lot of the shit you talk about. Hope it gets better. I can honestly say i almost feel like i want to dip into depression now and again.. But depressed over what i ask myself? Fuck that. Idk man. Sorry i dont really have much for you. Bags is dping a goos job though. Bravo baggy

[Immolate]

care to finish the sentence or did you just feel like reiterating your fear of talking about feelings unless its in a tumblr style rant to yourself on a hiphop forum

imagine not knowing hip hop vernacular on a hip hop forum. that is the end of the sentence. try hanging out with the culture you pretend to represent, xir

[Geno]

Ayo bags. How old are you bruh? Just curious. And wanted to say that man. I really recognize the shit youve done for self improvement. The lifting and reading and shit. Bravo. Its odd. But sometimes im like... Wtf. Why am i NOT doing the same shit he is. Like wtf man. Idk. Have i gotten lazy. Maybe just a bit complacent now that ive got a good job and my own place/things i really just like to enjoy time doing nothing. Ive spent so many years running. Going from couch to couch and car to car just to aurvive that its nice to have free time thats actually free and i can do absolutely nothing.. But i think im atarting to his a point where im like man... I dont know how much more time i want to waste doing nothing. Im getting old. Out of shape. And just feel like im hitting a wall that needs to be broken through. Idk man

[boof]

imagine not knowing hip hop vernacular on a hip hop forum. that is the end of the sentence. try hanging out with the culture you pretend to represent, xir

you mean the culture that taught you to inaccurately overuse the term SJW or the one in the forests of michigan or wherever the current white girl you're emotionally leeching off of lives

[Immolate]

you legitimately didnt understand something we say 24/7 in the hood

stfu mike seriously man. you from ohio and you a white boy u aint on shit

and you even lost your fucking talent and became a wanna be black boy chance the rapper.

[Immolate]

i was gonna post earlier "if you were anybody else IRL id punch you in the face" but i love you and u just like, so fucking gay now it's sad as fuck

[Immolate]

im not a tough guy but i swear some of the shit yall niggas say to me online, i know on god you would not say in real life.

mans on some UC Berkley shit but would be silent as fuck in a room with the gang. go write a thesis on poverty in the ghetto or something you faggot ass xir

[Immolate]

i cant even say that shit cuz it sounds so gay. like i hate to say "i WOULD do this" id rather just do it. but the internet

it lets so many of you faggots speak when your teeth should be kicked in

[Immolate]

i already posted the addy so don't hit me with no internet tough guy nerd shit. i am available and right here.


now shut the fuck up

FUCK. i'm not that mad tho i just don't like all that gay shit. i'd never do nothing towards u cuz we been bros since i was 13. we just different roads now. goodbye peace i aint lookin back at this thread it make too gay

[Immolate]

im logging out now. SO SAY GOODBYE TO THESE. i legit hate you niggas except for uh oh.

[Cereal]

why people view my way of life as not, how do i put it, correct?

hitting pretty deep depression potholes, the problem is though, if certain people and interactions weren't happening in life now, i would still be happy and content.

basically my job has ho's coming through now. office broads and corporate chicks. they see me running shit, ordering people around, doing twice as much work as everyone and my majestic beard and just slide out of their seats. which isn't the problem.

the problem is i enjoy their praise. one of the problems. but its weird. there is one corporate chick just throwing it at me, literally said she wants to fuck me in so many words but can't cuz her position and i almost took her in the breakroom then and there. but the problem is now im being a fag and doing shit to impress these ho's and getting in text conversations and blah blah

so the main problem is im entertaining female friendship with huge amounts of sexual tension.

but i'm not enjoying it mentally.

i assume the average person who has normal relations with women don't have these problems, but i've disconnected largely from society the past few years, and my interactions with most women have literally just been fucking. ive put too many pathways in my brain so now all i can do is overthink every normal interaction, and its crippling. also the success rate of it is killing me. usually i'll ruin something by now. but the other broad, not the one who flat out said it, does nothing but complain about her ex, how he's a piece of shit blah blah, and her current boyfriend, and she disses her current boyfriend by comparing him to me.

these are ohio 7's btw.

its making me uncomfortable.

might quit my job.

veritas

mods delete this

same, i did quit my job.. the sad thing is i lost my faince over it and nearly lost my family - the ones crowding me

i say take the chance and ask the girl on a date imo

[Split Eight]

can I get some spark notes on The Uh Oh Chronicles

last I checked he was spraying up cars at Maaco and now he's thinking about bagging corporate coworker bitches?

I need to rewatch seasons 4-7

[uh-oh]

Still at maaco, do everything but spray cars tho. Im more bodywork side of things and making sure shit gets done and out as well. Now every car is gay and has computers in them so i have to scan shit in and out clear fault codes etc. I do to much.

The corporate people aint maaco corporate but from the conglomerate that bought our shop from the previous owner. Theyre trying to buy like 100 of them and blah blah. But theyre there training and seeing what can be improved which is basically everything but me

[Split Eight]

oh that's kinda cool then. didn't realize Marco was franchised. will your shop pay for you to get your ASE cert? would look good for them and you could use it to leverage way more money

[Ghost1]

Ayo bags. How old are you bruh? Just curious. And wanted to say that man. I really recognize the shit youve done for self improvement. The lifting and reading and shit. Bravo. Its odd. But sometimes im like... Wtf. Why am i NOT doing the same shit he is. Like wtf man. Idk. Have i gotten lazy. Maybe just a bit complacent now that ive got a good job and my own place/things i really just like to enjoy time doing nothing. Ive spent so many years running. Going from couch to couch and car to car just to aurvive that its nice to have free time thats actually free and i can do absolutely nothing.. But i think im atarting to his a point where im like man... I dont know how much more time i want to waste doing nothing. Im getting old. Out of shape. And just feel like im hitting a wall that needs to be broken through. Idk man

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I feel u bro. its easy to get comfortable. eventually though you will want more....as youre realizing....its human nature. if I detailed out my 7 day weekly schedule a lot of people would get anxiety even seeing how active I am.....but I get anxiety when im NOT doing something to better myself or others....and I don't say that in a self righteous way. Once I started reading and going to school and focusing in on things I find to be particularly important and interesting I realize just how insanely little I know and how little time I have in comparison to learn what I feel I need to know to become well informed. Initially like you mentioned it started with getting myself eating right and working out.....that pulled me out of my depression ....once I was happy and my mind was clear to actually focus on my surroundings it was easy to see what mattered to me.

Gonna reply to that book thread later on to give you some reading ideas....but think about this.............what actually interests you man? I know its cliché but what would you do with the rest of your life if money didn't exist?

[boof]

you legitimately didnt understand something we say 24/7 in the hood

stfu mike seriously man. you from ohio and you a white boy u aint on shit

and you even lost your fucking talent and became a wanna be black boy chance the rapper.

lol what? i wasn't questioning your use of the word FAM you god damn lunatic i was asking if you were going to finish the fragment "if you dont stop with this SJW shit"

i legit dont know why you keep bringing up the hood to me