My life choices when I was younger have left me fucked up at 36

[White LGI]

I was 13 years old when I started selling drugs, I lived directly in the moment for the next 21 years of my life....I didn't plan for the future, I hustled, I made babies, I spent money lavishly, I bought everything except what I shoulda been buying.....I went to prison in 07 and did 10 years...came home...left the streets completely alone....now I'm 36, working a dead end job, don't own a home, I pay rent....don't own shit really.....now at 36 I'm sitting here thinking of the money I blew and the opportunity to prepare for the future I ignored and the shits depressing....however, my wife's a queen... She's still here, my kids are healthy and I feeler blessed for that....however....I'm just thinking out loud......fuck u c.acs

[Aero]

I was 13 years old when I started selling drugs, I lived directly in the moment for the next 21 years of my life....I didn't plan for the future, I hustled, I made babies, I spent money lavishly, I bought everything except what I shoulda been buying.....I went to prison in 07 and did 10 years...came home...left the streets completely alone....now I'm 36, working a dead end job, don't own a home, I pay rent....don't own shit really.....now at 36 I'm sitting here thinking of the money I blew and the opportunity to prepare for the future I ignored and the shits depressing....however, my wife's a queen... She's still here, my kids are healthy and I feeler blessed for that....however....I'm just thinking out loud......fuck u c.acs

You’re alive, have a job and a girl. We’ve all made incredibly stupid decisions it’s up to you to make the rest of your life the best of your life.

You failed to mention though you logged on to Netcees with a horrible troll which only guarantees you’ll continue to be a failure.

[White LGI]

You’re alive, have a job and a girl. We’ve all made incredibly stupid decisions it’s up to you to make the rest of your life the best of your life.

You failed to mention though you logged on to Netcees with a horrible troll which only guarantees you’ll continue to be a failure.

Actually I'm just doing me, I been the same LGI on message boards for over 20 years

[Pharaohs Army]

I'm almost 36 and I fucked my life up too, mainly by choosing weed, alcohol, and hallucinogens over education when I had a good scholarship to a good school. So you're not the only one who fucked up. I'm not looking for a wife and kids though. Couldnt support them but mainly just dont want them.

[Immolate]

happens

[Candy]

im in the fucked up basket at 35 from drugs.. though i did get the education in but it only takes you so far..

[Ouch]

I was 13 years old when I started selling drugs, I lived directly in the moment for the next 21 years of my life....I didn't plan for the future, I hustled, I made babies, I spent money lavishly, I bought everything except what I shoulda been buying.....I went to prison in 07 and did 10 years...came home...left the streets completely alone....now I'm 36, working a dead end job, don't own a home, I pay rent....don't own shit really.....now at 36 I'm sitting here thinking of the money I blew and the opportunity to prepare for the future I ignored and the shits depressing....however, my wife's a queen... She's still here, my kids are healthy and I feeler blessed for that....however....I'm just thinking out loud......fuck u c.acs

sounds like ya biggest problem is getting on a dying forum about rap music and looking for sympathy...

pussy..

I honestly doubt your story isn't worse than mine is, except I'm a little younger, did real prison time...can't get even a shitty job and am doing the same stuff I did before.. minus the drug addict part.

I'm well spoken when I need to be, above average intelligence I would guess. I wanted to quit doing what I'm doing and I applied for a factory job.

Some bullshit ass $14.35/hr job, worked for a week and a half my background came back and I was fired.

[Ouch]

I understand that if I was a pedophile or something, but for what I've done for you to get fucked up like that and not get a chance.. it sucks... but keep it moving... I make a lot more than $14.35 an hour right now, based on a 8 hour day... but I don't want to do that... its pretty rough.. oh well

[Ouch]

because even though i'm off parole if I get caught doing what i'm doing based on my prior stuff i'm going to go away for a long time... but I don't see any other options... I tried them.. thats not the only job I got hired for and got fired quickly because of the background check

[Orc]

Can we get some success stories please

[Sharp]

I'm doing good

[dead man]

Genocide our resident comeback kid

[Ouch]

im doing better than I was before

[Orc]

Thanks fellas

[Blue Bayou]

I am successful

[~RustyGunZ~]

Me too

[Aero]

Can we get some success stories please

Chill. This isn’t the thread for that.

[White LGI]

How much time ouch? What state

[Rawn MD]

Y’all keep crying about ur past I’m most likely worse off record wise than everyone before me.

Own that sht and make it ur strength

I’m much better off now then I was when I was wallowing about my past and using it as justification to keep me in my sht and fucking up

Y’all some grown ass men. Act it. Instead of saying poor me.

U the only one who can make U.

Y’all letting other ppl or systems define who u r.

Think about that.

Grow or die

Simple

[White LGI]

Y’all keep crying about ur past I’m most likely worse off record wise than everyone before me.

Own that sht and make it ur strength

I’m much better off now then I was when I was wallowing about my past and using it as justification to keep me in my sht and fucking up

Y’all some grown ass men. Act it. Instead of saying poor me.

U the only one who can make U.

Y’all letting other ppl or systems define who u r.

Think about that.

Grow or die

Simple

I'm not crying, I'm blessed, I'm just stating facts

[Rawn MD]

Facts are ur still allowing what u perceive as facts to decrease the likelihood of ur own success

They are not facts they are stigma which u r perpetuating by remaining a victim to the stigma

Ur empowering these ‘facts’

Stop

U r only a victim as long as u decide to play that role

Create ur own circumstance, don’t let circumstances dictate u

[Live heat]

faxxx

[White LGI]

Facts are ur still allowing what u perceive as facts to decrease the likelihood of ur own success

They are not facts they are stigma which u r perpetuating by remaining a victim to the stigma

Ur empowering these ‘facts’

Stop

U r only a victim as long as u decide to play that role

Create ur own circumstance, don’t let circumstances dictate u

I did create my own circumstances, that's why I am whee I am in life

[Rawn MD]

No ur dealing with the consequences for ur actions, which were implemented by somewhere other than u.

U just put the rock at the top of the hill and then allowed them to push it into action.

U need to decide when it’s time to stop pushing the same rock up the hill, and find a new hill to roll ur own rock down.

Consequences are not taking responsible action it’s merely a reaction to a faulty action of ur own.

U already did ur time and dealt with those consequences. You are passed that. Now u are dealing with outside influences levying judgment.

So, work outside of those influences, get creative and determined.

U r allowing others to blind u into thinking ur limited

Are others living ur life though? Did others endure the adversity u did?

It’s ur life to live, not theirs.

[~RustyGunZ~]

Rawn has overcome a hard life of petty crime and jason bourne helicopter parkour

If he can rise above it anyone can surely

#movingforwardlookingforward

[Rawn MD]

Rawn has also spent the majority of his 20s n early 30s incarcerated and has quite a few violent crimes on his record n has been charged w 3 PBLs

But yes

Onwards n upwards

[Live heat]

rawn a OG foreal. put respek in his name imo

[Orc]

Chill. This isn’t the thread for that.

What do you know about struggle posh boy

[Aero]

What do you know about struggle posh boy

Heard you put on a little weight fam. We’re seriously considering big baby as the best looking now. Get it together.

[Orc]

Heard you put on a little weight fam. We’re seriously considering big baby as the best looking now. Get it together.

Hahahahaha