Ammo for future battles against me.

[john hensley]

Today was my first AA meeting, I've had issues for alcohol for quite some time, but the covid lockdowns made it extremely bad.

I was making like 60-75k from 2015 to 2020, then all the alcoholism and drama with my wife got out of hand. We broke up, I had to move. She took the dog.

There's more, Gma, who raised me from 8 years old, when my mom was killed by a cop in Tacoma, she passed away and I had to help her through her dying days. It was wild to watch someone die slow. I've seen people die quickly before but not from slow hospice care.

That didn't help the drinking.

For 3 months I was the worst version of myself I could imagine

But I started AA, and an alcohol medication called naltrexone.

It's the best day I've had in awhile. Seems to help.

God Bless.

[UPN Zuch]

I am recovering from substance abuse as well. 4 years this past February.

Never shared that here before. Keep it up.

[Blue Bayou]

I'm gay

[Amen]

Where is gamble with the suboxones for ya’ll.

[Answer]

I was court-mandated to go to meetings for 6 months after a DUI in 2013. I’d like to be part of a community that supports that goal of sobriety in a way that fits me and my personality but AA is just too religious and their definition of agonisticism is still too spiritual for me. Even the frequency of socializing is too much, I’m not trying to go out to meetings 5+ nights a week like most of those people do. But I’ve seen it work well for many people, so if it can keep you sober, keep at it.

[UPN Zuch]

I was court-mandated to go to meetings for 6 months after a DUI in 2013. I’d like to be part of a community that supports that goal of sobriety in a way that fits me and my personality but AA is just too religious and their definition of agonisticism is still too spiritual for me. Even the frequency of socializing is too much, I’m not trying to go out to meetings 5+ nights a week like most of those people do. But I’ve seen it work well for many people, so if it can keep you sober, keep at it.

Yeah, they SAY it’s about spirituality and not religion, but then they do prayer at the start and finish, and every person claims Jesus is their higher power so yeah. Not fooling me.

[john hensley]

I was court-mandated to go to meetings for 6 months after a DUI in 2013. I’d like to be part of a community that supports that goal of sobriety in a way that fits me and my personality but AA is just too religious and their definition of agonisticism is still too spiritual for me. Even the frequency of socializing is too much, I’m not trying to go out to meetings 5+ nights a week like most of those people do. But I’ve seen it work well for many people, so if it can keep you sober, keep at it.


I noticed that today. If you aren't into Jesus I can see it being hard to open up to. Mine was a zoom meeting and not very religious based, they did start with the serenity prayer, but that's pretty short lol. I can get u into the zoom group I'm apart of, after 1 day I'm impressed.

[Ghost1]

Is this how u hurt ur back?

[Lepreshaun]

He has a compressed dick you dumb bitch

[Saint]

Yea AA has def helped people, no question. although I've heard the statistics are the same for ppl who gone w/o it & got clean.

Had a roommate w/ similar problems..but check ur PMs bro

[Amen]

Religion for drug addicts is the necessary crutch needed.

Often - they go from one extreme to the next - using heavy to extremely religious when trying to maintain sobriety.

W/e helps and works for you - continue to do. There’s a great life out there waiting for you. It starts with digging deep and finding happiness.

[UPN Zuch]

The AA move is to make it seem like it’s not religious and that it’s laid back and chill, then when you get in and involved it becomes a part of your daily routine and then it kind of evolves into a religious experience. Next thing you know you are getting the coffee for the morning meeting and doing open talks and going to church. Some of the best people I’ve ever met are ones I met when I used to go to meetings regularly a few years ago. I’m still in contact with some of those people today. It’s a great community, however there are still toxic people in the program too you just have to be careful when you’re picking your people that you want to be a part of your life, ie sponsor, etc.

[KempoMRK]

Today was my first AA meeting, I've had issues for alcohol for quite some time, but the covid lockdowns made it extremely bad.

I was making like 60-75k from 2015 to 2020, then all the alcoholism and drama with my wife got out of hand. We broke up, I had to move. She took the dog.

There's more, Gma, who raised me from 8 years old, when my mom was killed by a cop in Tacoma, she passed away and I had to help her through her dying days. It was wild to watch someone die slow. I've seen people die quickly before but not from slow hospice care.

That didn't help the drinking.

For 3 months I was the worst version of myself I could imagine

But I started AA, and an alcohol medication called naltrexone.

It's the best day I've had in awhile. Seems to help.

God Bless.

Goddamn Hensley, hope you're doing alright my friend.

[dull boy]

Hi John

Glad you’re admitting it’s a problem and getting help. Agree with pretty much everything Zuch said about AA. Been attending AA/NA meetings since I was a kid. Life’s hard. Hope it sticks.

Thanks for sharing

Look up this app called 10% Happier. Pay the $100 and do it every day.

She took the dog lol

[Barcotic]

No worries bro, there won't be many future battles

[Orc]

Hope it continues to work for you bro

Don’t end up like Frac (concierge) or Grip (woman)

[~RustyGunZ~]

Was the cancer a metaphor for her taking the dog? I’m confused

[UPN Zuch]

Hope it continues to work for you bro

Don’t end up like Frac (concierge) or Grip (woman)

Lol

[Phorce]

Good for you, bro. Get a sponsor and stick with the meetings even if you’re feeling better. If you’re really struggling with not drinking, check out Antabuse to help keep you from drinking. It’ll fuck you up if you drink on it.

Cheers (whoops lol)

[Bomb Bard]

Pussies

[john hensley]

Was the cancer a metaphor for her taking the dog? I’m confused


Lol no, that was a different scenario, that wound up being ok.

But taking the dog sucks the most lol

[john hensley]

Is this how u hurt ur back?

It is like a combination of me drinking and it effecting my nutrient intake by it fucking up my diet, so my back has the compressed disc, and me being a dumbass with alcohol doesn't allow my body to recover normally.

[Eviction]

note to self, do not use any of these personals against you.

be feeding us fake background and shit lol.

[Fracture]

Hope it continues to work for you bro

Don’t end up like Frac (concierge) or Grip (woman)



the way you run that joke into the ground after seth already squeezed it dry explains why your writing is so mediocre

[~RustyGunZ~]

I never called you a concierge to be fair

[Answer]

By the by, there’s an app called sobergrid that looked appealing for a while way back for connecting to people locally who are AA/and/or/sober. I haven’t used it in like 4 years but I’d suggest checking it out

I’m 100% behind sobriety for all but also anti-drug regulation. It’s a weird spot to be in.

[john hensley]

I know what u mean. Everyone handles shit different. But alcohol is fucked up. 2nd day today at AA. It helps.

[Bomb Bard]

By the by,


This ain’t about zelph and Blue @ that Miami club

[Geno]

Naltrexone is ok.

I was a guinea pig for that at nih back in 09. Did a solid 30 day protocol to get me out of a mandatory 6month inpatient program that court ordered.

Doing that made me look good. It was fun to, even fucked my sexy ass phillipean nurse and carried on with her months after i got out. Ya. But idk. That stuff imo is mostly placebo. Good luck!

[Orc]

the way you run that joke into the ground after seth already squeezed it dry explains why your writing is so mediocre

Bro bro bro. On your best day you wouldn’t get a vote against me — that’s including your friends writing for you

I championed you, I allowed you to be accepted, I pleaded your case when you came back and had no end rhymes. This disrespect is in bad taste.

[sral]

Orc forever known as a biter faggot in my mind

[Amen]

Jesus.

[Orc]

Orc forever known as a biter faggot in my mind

You’d want to watch your mouth you fat weirdo clown. You’ve never been good at anything in life and as I told you before I’d keep the head down if I was you.

I remember you biting topicals back in the day. Lowest of the low that.

[sral]

lmao you stole Resin MIC’s loose lips sink ships shit and that facts undeniable

show me where I bit ever

never did

dia tried to claim the same until I showed him it was me who ghostwrote it in the first place

never bit, never needed to, never will

[sral]

Link: http://www.netcees.org/showthread.php?t=3023&highlight=loose+lips+sink+ships

let’s bring Resin M-I-C in to see who really lying

[Orc]

Another good one you fat midget

[Fracture]

orc you look up to butler and butler looks up to me. everything else is irrelevant, especially here (where you also no showed me)

[sral]

Another good one you fat midget

pardon?

can’t hear you over the silent screams of Resin’s butchered concepts tbh little man

[sral]

lmao

- not a biter
- not fat
- 5’8” medically proven

https://i.imgur.com/XvCvwEm.jpg

[Bomb Bard]

You use to be fat no?

[~RustyGunZ~]

Creepy Ian is 5’6 but that cheap coke diet has done him well

He’s got less fat on him now than his wife has tooth enamel

[Bomb Bard]

Just watched an old video of him wearing a pulp fiction shirt and little fella got dem diddies

[Amen]

Lars holds on to that picture tighter then I tried to hold on to my hairline once upon a time.

[sral]

lmao mines infinitely better looking than that Crouching Tiger, Hidden Ham Roll you stuck with

[~RustyGunZ~]

Lars holds on to that picture tighter then I tried to hold on to my hairline once upon a time.

He was skinnier for a month and found a good angle and he’s never looking back

Or at least we aren’t

[sral]

lmao you been looking back over your shoulder since Karaoke threatened to pull up at your place of work pussy

drop the bravado act

[~RustyGunZ~]

Fake personal

Real one is that your wife face look like a Barcotic tattoo

[Orc]

I’m sorry I didn’t realise I was dealing with a guy with an iPhone 6

A 5 foot 6 soft boy

[sral]

Fake personal

Real one is that your wife face look like a Barcotic tattoo

lmao funny cuz I remember a barc Stay Puft tatt and Beth got the exact same build

yikes.

[~RustyGunZ~]

I’m sorry I didn’t realise I was dealing with a guy with an iPhone 6

A 5 foot 6 soft boy

Guy sells hot tubs in 2021

Probably has the nicest phone in the store

[kungfugrip]

Today was my first AA meeting, I've had issues for alcohol for quite some time, but the covid lockdowns made it extremely bad.

I was making like 60-75k from 2015 to 2020, then all the alcoholism and drama with my wife got out of hand. We broke up, I had to move. She took the dog.

There's more, Gma, who raised me from 8 years old, when my mom was killed by a cop in Tacoma, she passed away and I had to help her through her dying days. It was wild to watch someone die slow. I've seen people die quickly before but not from slow hospice care.

That didn't help the drinking.

For 3 months I was the worst version of myself I could imagine

But I started AA, and an alcohol medication called naltrexone.

It's the best day I've had in awhile. Seems to help.

God Bless.
I been there bro. Good job on the first step

My only criticism of AA is that it doesnt help the issue of why u drink in the first place. Sobreity is just as much of a problem as booze is. You're on the right path, but the reason you drink is what needs to be fixed and i dont think AA can help woth that

[kungfugrip]

Yeah, they SAY it’s about spirituality and not religion, but then they do prayer at the start and finish, and every person claims Jesus is their higher power so yeah. Not fooling me.
Its wildly religious. The meetings can keep you sober and barf out ur issues, but they never address the root problem, which was probably never alchohol in the first place

[kungfugrip]

The AA move is to make it seem like it’s not religious and that it’s laid back and chill, then when you get in and involved it becomes a part of your daily routine and then it kind of evolves into a religious experience. Next thing you know you are getting the coffee for the morning meeting and doing open talks and going to church. Some of the best people I’ve ever met are ones I met when I used to go to meetings regularly a few years ago. I’m still in contact with some of those people today. It’s a great community, however there are still toxic people in the program too you just have to be careful when you’re picking your people that you want to be a part of your life, ie sponsor, etc.
Yeah exactly its more like sociopaths anonymous but less anonymous and more texting you when you disnt ask them to

[Bomb Bard]

Smh

[kungfugrip]

Smh at what? Smh at what guy with the lightning signature? Youre smhing at a man being honest and bettering himself? I will put my dick through your grandmother's heart right now if u don't apologize on Zoom

[Bomb Bard]

Smh at what? Smh at what guy with the lightning signature? Youre smhing at a man being honest and bettering himself? I will put my dick through your grandmother's heart right now if u don't apologize on Zoom

I’ll put my Dick through you faggot now stfu

[Bomb Bard]

evaD you going to let this man disrespect gang? corleone

[kungfugrip]

I’ll put my Dick through you faggot now stfu

Whatever you say, graphic designer of CD covers pf rappers that never leave their hometown

[Bomb Bard]

Whatever you say, graphic designer of CD covers pf rappers that never leave their hometown

The founding father of our crew ghost wrote for Em and Wu Tang... you watch your fuckin mouth

[kungfugrip]

Im real happy for him, but you're still a fag

[Bomb Bard]

Im real happy for him, but you're still a fag

Sure pussy

[kungfugrip]

I'm sure. Thanks. Tell Eminems ghostwriter i said hi lmao

[uh-oh]

i lucked out i think. i would get fucked up do blow and drink constantly for years, from like 16-25ish.

then all my friends started doing H. and i did it once and it was like half a little line you could tell they didnt really wanna break off, more of a yo give him one scenario. it made me comfy and warm. realized nah i'd enjoy this too much.

so i cut off my friends eventually cuz them searching for percs everyday was gay. i was still just trying to drink and do blow. but word as i lost my friends i realized drinking alone sucked and just sorta stopped, because id get drunk and want to hang out with people and then realized there was too many fat women in my life i despised

long story short i have no friends and just smoke weed like once a week, and that sends me into a spiral of every bad decision i've ever made in life for 2 hours.

being sober is dope

glad your cancer sitch is figured out tho, sucks about the dog the most lol.

but yo cops killed your mom?

[kungfugrip]

Yeah but you can be sober as fuck forever and it doesn't mean anything, alchohol isn't and has never been the problem, the hole in your life is. A happy person is a happy drunk. Its not the booze. Fix the root issue.

[kungfugrip]

I drink and do blow all the time. I also make 150k+ at leasst, because i took care of my root issue.

[Bomb Bard]

Hell yeah

[uh-oh]

i just became anti social tbh. i truly enjoy doing nothing

i still love getting fucked up i just dont see a point in it at this point, but mainly because im never around people socially

im also an idiot tho, im on pace to hit like 75k this year which is retarded. im a high school dropout/burnout/loser. but yea my point being when im drinking i hate being alone and want to do nothing more than drive and get blow and find places to party etc. and im shook im gonna fuck my job situation up and my relatively slow climb of being a successful adult

ive driven through police checkpoints wasted, but been able to talk my way through cuz the people in the car were even more drunk lol. but that type of luck will run out eventually

so im more in the fuck it, play video games, wack off, hit skipthegames every now and then, work, rinse and repeat

[kungfugrip]

Well you're gonna learn the hard way.

I don't want friends at all. Drugs are an issue only of they control you. Once you recognize why you drink and do drugs in the first place, and make peace with it, you won't do that anymore. It's corny to get high to escape. Grow a set and address the issue.

[Fracture]

can we bring this back to the point of the thread which is orc sucks

[Ouch]

Today was my first AA meeting, I've had issues for alcohol for quite some time, but the covid lockdowns made it extremely bad.

I was making like 60-75k from 2015 to 2020, then all the alcoholism and drama with my wife got out of hand. We broke up, I had to move. She took the dog.

There's more, Gma, who raised me from 8 years old, when my mom was killed by a cop in Tacoma, she passed away and I had to help her through her dying days. It was wild to watch someone die slow. I've seen people die quickly before but not from slow hospice care.

That didn't help the drinking.

For 3 months I was the worst version of myself I could imagine

But I started AA, and an alcohol medication called naltrexone.

It's the best day I've had in awhile. Seems to help.

God Bless.


That sucks bad about your mom man, really sad to hear about that. I think you’re about my age so ya parents should still be alive.

I’ve been sober from opiates for... like 8 years maybe, something like that. And buying selling and the procuring of opiates was basically my entire life for years and years.

I do drink though. Daily, for years. 12 pack a day on average.... and a few times a month I go completely off the rails and drink the 12 a day + vodka. I feel strange/shaky by about 3pm if I haven’t drank.

I don’t like AA/NA myself I find it kind of creepy and insincere. I’ve been to a good 250-300 NA/AA meetings in my life, most were court ordered though.

[Bomb Bard]

Omg stfu pussies who can’t handle your party

[kungfugrip]

You got dealt a difficult hand, Hensley, but no lie it's under these circumstances that we seperate the men from the boys.

I don't mean to be harsh, but this is life fucking with you to see what you're made of. Lose that woman first and foremost. I PMed u my # if u need it man.

[kungfugrip]

Omg stfu pussies who can’t handle your party

I heard that you cried when FIEND from No Limit rejected ur chromium CD cover in 1996 now ur mass emailing artists from southern alabama offering discounts on album covers that sparkle

[Ouch]

I heard that you cried when FIEND from No Limit rejected ur chromium CD cover in 1996 now ur mass emailing artists from southern alabama offering discounts on album covers that sparkle

http://marc.merlins.org/mirrors/stuntaz/file_2_data/Icy_Hot_Stuntaz.jpg


Gotta stunt like dat, check out da sparkles.

[kungfugrip]

Uggggggggghhhhhhh

NA NA NA NAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[Bomb Bard]

I heard that you cried when FIEND from No Limit rejected ur chromium CD cover in 1996 now ur mass emailing artists from southern alabama offering discounts on album covers that sparkle

Have you looked in the mirror? Crack head... you on that album cover above this post. You should go lay down next to Ouches brother just do us the favor my guy



Let’s sniff some wuff

[kungfugrip]

Ive soft dicked more women than you've ever fucked in your life dude. You've chosen the wrong route to make me feel bad about myself.

[UPN Zuch]

You've chosen the wrong route to make me feel bad about myself.

YOU DO DRUGS FAGGOT DIDNT YOU KNOW

[kungfugrip]

Yeah ive had a great life. Oh sorry am i dying early? Cool. Life wasn't worth living in the first place

[Fracture]

Kung been back in form lately

[kungfugrip]

Shut the fuck up Enrique

[Bomb Bard]

Ive soft dicked more women than you've ever fucked in your life dude. You've chosen the wrong route to make me feel bad about myself.

That’s all you got? Fuck sakes man. ... THIS IS YOUR LEGAND? THIS PUSSY?

[kungfugrip]

I will go to the tombs arguing BOMB BARD

But seriously Frac you look like a white guy that is so into anime he learns Japanese phrases

[kungfugrip]

That’s all you got? Fuck sakes man. ... THIS IS YOUR LEGAND? THIS PUSSY?
Ive fucked more women by accident than you have on purpose

[Fracture]

I will go to the tombs arguing BOMB BARD

But seriously Frac you look like a white guy that is so into anime he learns Japanese phrases



You already used that joke faggot and i was giving you props fsggot

[Bomb Bard]

Ive fucked more women by accident than you have on purpose

You are trash... better off having your father type for you.

[kungfugrip]

My jokes are even better the 2nd time

Thank god ur not black anymore it would have been even worse

[kungfugrip]

You are trash... better off having your father type for you.

I am trash, yes. And i dont have a father.

We good? K cool. I will clown you so bad youll get erectile dysfunction for 6-8business weeks

[Fracture]

Since when am i not blk

[kungfugrip]

Since when am i not blk

Ill beat black Frac too NYIGGUHHH

[Bomb Bard]

I am trash, yes. And i dont have a father.

We good? K cool. I will clown you so bad youll get erectile dysfunction for 6-8business weeks

You do have a father go sleep next to him scumbag

[Bomb Bard]

Yes we cool

[kungfugrip]

MC Schizophrenic

Just realize who you're talking to here dick nuts

[Ouch]

That’s all you got? Fuck sakes man. ... THIS IS YOUR LEGAND? THIS PUSSY?

Not the legand! Can’t be the legand!

I come on here once a week when I’m mad lit up... if that.. I do enjoy it though even people talking shit.

But yo fracture sucks kungs dick mad hard, like in all threads.

I get it kung is a little funnier than most posters on here... that’s not saying much. He’s had some funny battles.

Fuckin fracture joins every thread complimenting dude to a cringe point.

If this were a 2000s battle Frac would be excluded.... no dickryder votes, no crew votes. I thought Sloth <3 chunk but frac <3 Kung on a whole other level.

[Bomb Bard]

MC Schizophrenic

Just realize who you're talking to here dick nuts

Who you

[Fracture]

I cant tell, did ouch diss me or nah

[Fracture]

LOD LOD LOD

[UPN Zuch]

LLB cess pool amirite

[Fracture]

Look ouch kung has disappointed me with his Courtney love like boarding over the last 8 years so my bad if it seems like im doubling down on the props. Im just glad he's not dead and not as big a let down

[kungfugrip]

Absentee boarder

Ill smash the whole friends cast 20 lines Chandler

[john hensley]

Ah man.

Lightning guy sig, I probably will never read a post u make even the one you have responding to this. Just cuz the lightning sig.

[kungfugrip]

Thats politanese for 'youre a fag'

[Ouch]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NCtzkaL2t_Y

[Bomb Bard]

SME 4 LIFE

[sral]

I’m sorry I didn’t realise I was dealing with a guy with an iPhone 6

A 5 foot 6 soft boy

lmao how my work phone still got less bytes on it than ur accomps tho

wild

[Ouch]

Sral.... if you’re actually PJK props for still being here... I’m old, and I remember PJK being old when I was first on this site in HS.

Talk about longevity.

[sral]

salute

[Fracture]

lmao hes not pjk pjk is a full blown wigger covered in prison tats who became irrelevant when everyone started using multis

[evaD]

These bitches disrespecting the posse?

[Pakistani Hand Cannon]

only read the opening post - so if this one of them wierd trolls shit you niggas do - i make no apologies

shit was 3 days ago though - how you holding up?

one love to ya moms & grandmoms

& salute on making steps to shaking off dependencies on shits youre better than

2 cents - take what medication you see fit i guess - but i suggest educating yourself on addiction & trauma - psychologically & biologically - rather than taking someone elses cookie cutter approach

blessings

[Fracture]

It was a troll post pakistani handy


On page 2 Hens literally says Got U Faggots

[UPN Zuch]

Hensley fuckin got me good.

He got all of us good.


Archive.

[sral]

You use to be fat no?

bulk and cut for sure

semi pro MMA fighter

[john hensley]

only read the opening post - so if this one of them wierd trolls shit you niggas do - i make no apologies

shit was 3 days ago though - how you holding up?

one love to ya moms & grandmoms

& salute on making steps to shaking off dependencies on shits youre better than

2 cents - take what medication you see fit i guess - but i suggest educating yourself on addiction & trauma - psychologically & biologically - rather than taking someone elses cookie cutter approach

blessings


The thing w my mom was a long time ago, but made my Gma way more of a life figure to me as she raised me after that, so losing Gma was a big deal for me. She was the glue of our family.

As far as the booze goes, I'm doing pretty good. The naltrexone drug helps for sure, it takes away the cravings alot, but after only a handful of days on it, it's weird to have your routine of drinking go away and to find other outlets again. Prob why I've been back on the boards, to distract myself and find a hobby while I'm at home.

I appreciate your sympathies tho bro

[Bomb Bard]

bulk and cut for sure

semi pro MMA fighter

Lmfao

[Ghost1]

Wait till he gets to page 4 and sees where I had sex w john's dog tho

[Amen]

The thing w my mom was a long time ago, but made my Gma way more of a life figure to me as she raised me after that, so losing Gma was a big deal for me. She was the glue of our family.

As far as the booze goes, I'm doing pretty good. The naltrexone drug helps for sure, it takes away the cravings alot, but after only a handful of days on it, it's weird to have your routine of drinking go away and to find other outlets again. Prob why I've been back on the boards, to distract myself and find a hobby while I'm at home.

I appreciate your sympathies tho bro

Stay away from here. It will only cause you to relapse. Soon you’ll be Ouch 2.0.

Strongly advise you find another outlet. Join a softball league or something lol.

[veritas]

I heard that you cried when FIEND from No Limit rejected ur chromium CD cover in 1996 now ur mass emailing artists from southern alabama offering discounts on album covers that sparkle

Ether.