trap.
02-03-2013, 05:04 PM
Name: Idol Eyes aka Eulogy aka HundredProof
Reps: Bottomless Platoon, Hybrid Angels'
Also Reps: KS, HHH
Title: "Dopeless Hope Fiend"
Dwell stressed? I inhale Sess, so problems unveil less.
Well kept at rock bottom, turn it over to God or haven't fell yet
Wander through hell's depths, up "12 steps" to escape insanity.
Crave fixtures of liquor, avoiding to picture the true man in me.
Can't stand the drink, is to stand the brink & dive off rocky bluffs.
For a drunk, one drink is to many, an a thousand is not enough.
Lost in habits, the fact is my life smashed to tad bits in havoc.
Addicts will dash quick across ongoing traffic for the last hit.
Get smashed with liqs, weed, lines to sniff and the best of pills.
I'm powerless over drugs, pay my dealer for the electric bills.
Living in & out septic fields, life's shit, direction down drains.
All cares gone, bare arms to hair-on, injections found veins.
Reflection amounts pain, pale, frail, & weak, my hunger aches.
Coke rush, feeling like the Hulk but 40 pounds under weight.
Thunder shakes through my body, DTs, I yearn to solve.
It's said misery loves company, but won't return my calls.
Burned up all ambitions, twitching & wishing a no tell doom.
Throwing raging parties by myself in side hotel rooms.
Soak in wounds, try to hide my feelings, it's a way of coping.
When drugs stop working, I turn into a dopeless hope fiend.
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Title: "Love; The Judas Theory"
Dare hold a rare rose, sharp thorns, beware those.
Foolish I, committed suicide with Cupids arrows.
My heart bears lows, love tears souls into pieces.
1st Melissa, now you succeed to cut the deepest.
I have to see this like Jesus did Judas's greed.
Sacrificed us, sobriety, focus on your truest needs.
Foolishly I choose to be with girls in sick mind states.
Living a lie, all we had was 4 months of blind dates.
Behind hate, heart of mine breaks, I can't withstand.
Fell in love, struggle to escape, I chanced quicksand.
Dwell in my own shit and I build more resentments.
Pain, jealously, joy, emotions I feel in your presents.
Could have finished your sentence, or so I thought.
Who are you? Ah fuck it, no more lies sought.
No guys cry, why not, love can strait smother men.
Addicts wreckage, now know the ache of the other end.
You uncovered them secrets, about getting weeded.
Love is blind, I guess that's why I couldn't see it.
When we kissed, it seemed we were painted perfect
A watercolor base, insanity's rain hit the surface.
Title; trait
Married folks can't manage, no hope in romances.
Oak is damaged; family trees cast broken branches.
Stroked in canvas, painted perfect, a tainted mere myth.
Custody battle, brothers & sisters became peerless.
Drugs, aquatinted their kids, addictions help came.
Dwell pain, "not your fault," but listen to self-blame.
Wealth claimed, half-and-half, I get this, I get that.
Kids and cash, green over blood, true love unmasked.
Some ass on the side, guys act sly, begin to drop lies.
Hours extended, perfume scented, lipstick on ties.
Wives open thighs, lonely, milkmen become lovers.
"His" love is for work, so "she" gets it from others.
Some smothered by relationships, mates that quit.
Couples climax, wedding day, as great as it gets.
Faith that slips, break the kiss, false marriage vows.
A sacred oath, that's tossed around too careless now.
Air is foul, vultures in courtrooms, ravaging feces.
Lawyers, circling broke families, scavenging pieces.
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Heartbreak's Sharp Blade
Pure player, antics, I knew would catch up for sure later.
Baby girl, colorfully shaped my world, now blurred grayer.
My sure savior, kept me distant from relapsing thoughts.
Lacked time, I could help you manage in graphing clocks.
Don't let the facts be lost, any problems, I'll help answer.
Place you in back of my mind, but thoughts wont transfer.
My glands hurt, broke up, was choked up, I couldn't speak.
With you, no longer needed liquor to be swept off my feet.
Mind went bleak, I said nothing to try and keep the flame.
Dummy's fall in love, then why 'wood' my soul feel pain?
Taken still I claim, the new girls, never took past friends.
Love's course set, at your doorstep, the foot tracks end.
Look back when we first started, seemed to have it all.
Reminiscing of us striping in private games of Basketball.
Wont kick back the call, were you at? I have a grim guess.
Heart gashed quick, like British car crashes, lost my princess
How I been since, stressed, shaky voice and tears that flow.
Suffer a dark fate, heart break's sharp blade, spears the soul
Reps: Bottomless Platoon, Hybrid Angels'
Also Reps: KS, HHH
Title: "Dopeless Hope Fiend"
Dwell stressed? I inhale Sess, so problems unveil less.
Well kept at rock bottom, turn it over to God or haven't fell yet
Wander through hell's depths, up "12 steps" to escape insanity.
Crave fixtures of liquor, avoiding to picture the true man in me.
Can't stand the drink, is to stand the brink & dive off rocky bluffs.
For a drunk, one drink is to many, an a thousand is not enough.
Lost in habits, the fact is my life smashed to tad bits in havoc.
Addicts will dash quick across ongoing traffic for the last hit.
Get smashed with liqs, weed, lines to sniff and the best of pills.
I'm powerless over drugs, pay my dealer for the electric bills.
Living in & out septic fields, life's shit, direction down drains.
All cares gone, bare arms to hair-on, injections found veins.
Reflection amounts pain, pale, frail, & weak, my hunger aches.
Coke rush, feeling like the Hulk but 40 pounds under weight.
Thunder shakes through my body, DTs, I yearn to solve.
It's said misery loves company, but won't return my calls.
Burned up all ambitions, twitching & wishing a no tell doom.
Throwing raging parties by myself in side hotel rooms.
Soak in wounds, try to hide my feelings, it's a way of coping.
When drugs stop working, I turn into a dopeless hope fiend.
-----
Title: "Love; The Judas Theory"
Dare hold a rare rose, sharp thorns, beware those.
Foolish I, committed suicide with Cupids arrows.
My heart bears lows, love tears souls into pieces.
1st Melissa, now you succeed to cut the deepest.
I have to see this like Jesus did Judas's greed.
Sacrificed us, sobriety, focus on your truest needs.
Foolishly I choose to be with girls in sick mind states.
Living a lie, all we had was 4 months of blind dates.
Behind hate, heart of mine breaks, I can't withstand.
Fell in love, struggle to escape, I chanced quicksand.
Dwell in my own shit and I build more resentments.
Pain, jealously, joy, emotions I feel in your presents.
Could have finished your sentence, or so I thought.
Who are you? Ah fuck it, no more lies sought.
No guys cry, why not, love can strait smother men.
Addicts wreckage, now know the ache of the other end.
You uncovered them secrets, about getting weeded.
Love is blind, I guess that's why I couldn't see it.
When we kissed, it seemed we were painted perfect
A watercolor base, insanity's rain hit the surface.
Title; trait
Married folks can't manage, no hope in romances.
Oak is damaged; family trees cast broken branches.
Stroked in canvas, painted perfect, a tainted mere myth.
Custody battle, brothers & sisters became peerless.
Drugs, aquatinted their kids, addictions help came.
Dwell pain, "not your fault," but listen to self-blame.
Wealth claimed, half-and-half, I get this, I get that.
Kids and cash, green over blood, true love unmasked.
Some ass on the side, guys act sly, begin to drop lies.
Hours extended, perfume scented, lipstick on ties.
Wives open thighs, lonely, milkmen become lovers.
"His" love is for work, so "she" gets it from others.
Some smothered by relationships, mates that quit.
Couples climax, wedding day, as great as it gets.
Faith that slips, break the kiss, false marriage vows.
A sacred oath, that's tossed around too careless now.
Air is foul, vultures in courtrooms, ravaging feces.
Lawyers, circling broke families, scavenging pieces.
----------------------------------
Heartbreak's Sharp Blade
Pure player, antics, I knew would catch up for sure later.
Baby girl, colorfully shaped my world, now blurred grayer.
My sure savior, kept me distant from relapsing thoughts.
Lacked time, I could help you manage in graphing clocks.
Don't let the facts be lost, any problems, I'll help answer.
Place you in back of my mind, but thoughts wont transfer.
My glands hurt, broke up, was choked up, I couldn't speak.
With you, no longer needed liquor to be swept off my feet.
Mind went bleak, I said nothing to try and keep the flame.
Dummy's fall in love, then why 'wood' my soul feel pain?
Taken still I claim, the new girls, never took past friends.
Love's course set, at your doorstep, the foot tracks end.
Look back when we first started, seemed to have it all.
Reminiscing of us striping in private games of Basketball.
Wont kick back the call, were you at? I have a grim guess.
Heart gashed quick, like British car crashes, lost my princess
How I been since, stressed, shaky voice and tears that flow.
Suffer a dark fate, heart break's sharp blade, spears the soul