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trap.
01-24-2013, 10:21 PM
posted on 01-21-2005

I'm Deon

Woulda been the full 30, but its 24 I think because I gotta do some family ish.




She's living a dream, trapped with her visions unseen
needs going unfulfilled, never stopping to see the beauty of things
the scrutiny beams and lifes harshness, takes its toll
the days are cold, but who understands most? only her 8 year old
as fate would hold, help was never an option of sorts
because raising a seed when you're one as well, is an opstical course
adpotion..the courts, would only assist in this manner
but she's lived with no parents and couldnt see giving up hannah
to top that, was the fact, that she'd contracted something
mixing the lack of loving, with careless thrusting..
was gonna keep her heart from pumping.
this would dissolve for nothing, precious time was wasting
but w/o a mind of patience, she was rigged to machines like a dying patient
when in reality, she didnt have to take this route
she'd scream and shout, when all she had to do was pray and wait this out
a vacant house, is all she thought of....she was taken there
raped in the chair, bruised bad and left with a gaping stare
her fate wasnt rare, this is often the worlds casted reflection
and what a massive lesson, that she'd now never have progression
if she had protection, maybe it wouldnt pan out this way
hannah just looks at her mother
so many thoughts, but she just doesnt know how to say
I love you maybe? but whats crazy,
is the sickness leaves her hair in a bag
her face is flushed, red, white and blue like the american flag
You may ask, where is her dad?, sadly enough he wasnt around
he was the man who raped her mother and quietly fled town
the steady sound, no longer squiggly lines flash in her face
cuz hannah cant breathe and faints, the second her mother passes away


G'luck eq.

vs.

Equation

They say the heart's the organ of love, really they're lying
with every deep breath, your lungs become compliant
thats the way she felt, not because of surfactant
but because she believed he loved her whenever she asked him
unfortunately, there was no matching her passion
especially from a man that'll commit a backstabbing
deep down inside, he just laughs at her actions
not aloud, breathing ceases for a sec whenever your laughing
one day she came home, tired and frantic
not knowing that dude was up to one of his antics
when she opened the door, she couldn't believe what happened
he continued his affair and his sexual panting
In and Out, what she saw with his cock and his breaths
In and Out, what she felt, the metaphorical knife in her chest
She clutched her vest, truly unprepared for this hell
Baby Boy made her lose her breath like beyonce, kelly, michelle
tears drop from her eyes between every one of her gasps
saw her whole world crumblings as her lungs collapsed
no oxygen entering her body, CO 2 level is high
respiratory acidosis settles in, she doesn't want to survive
her life was just fine till this day that God reversed..
her fate, had trouble with respiration like Mos Def forgot his verse
so with every ounce of her strength left, she hoped he'd listen
she used her last breath to curse his very existence

equation advances to the finals 4-3