real shit

[YDK]

I use ta think of all the negatives in my life,
Like, spendin money i aint have an not sleepin at night,
spite, Lovin outta memories not enjoyin the present,
Wishin for death every second hopin ya boy make it ta heaven.
But now i gotta reason to live, yup
2 beautiful kids breathin so i cant give up.
fuck, its alot harder than i thought it would be,
knowin i gotta perfect wife an thats how my daughter should be.
Damn, i cant believe that she's here,
she needed a man to hold her down an take control of her fears.
Now i'm older its clear that i could wife her up,
so i'm lookin for a ring that gonna light her up.
She shinin like a diamond without jewelry on,
I'm head over heels for her
an that used ta be the cue for me to be gone.
I started to accept that i was always neglected,
so having a woman that stuck around was totally unexpected.
except that, i knew she was the one from the start,
we dated back in highschool when she broke my heart,
but when i had a second chance i just played my part,
and now i got her back i hit it outta the park.
Speakin of baseballs metaphors,
my son gettin older shit he already four.
gotta arm like a cannon an temper like war,
he get it all from his mama from the smile to snore.
My daughters like her brother man its amazing to me,
how much they love eachother damn its crazy to see.
I'm supposed to be the only man that can make her cheese like that,
but he walk in the room screamin an she scream right back.
i never thought i'd have a family that could love like this,
but thats how life goes when you take some risks.
I love em all deeply from the depths of my soul,
and i know they all feel the same, i finally reached my goal.
cuz i'm happy.